I'm sorry that this is not an update. I wrote this to let all of my feelings out. But please, whoever read this, I didn't mean to hurt your feeling but I dedicate this to my old friend.
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Friend ? Or more specific, bestfriend. Does it even make sense to you ? We go throught pain and happiness every years. I always there for you- not scratch that. WE always there for you. But you.... you didn't realize our sacrification. You only care about your own feelings. But our feelings ? You didn't fucking care. All this years, you always hurt our feelings. At first we didn't mind you're doing that and we're showing patient to the shit you gave us because we assumed you as our BESTFRIEND. But you didn't assumed us as a bestfriend. So all the pain and happiness we go throught all these years was a total shit.
I really can't believe that you would did these to us. You end our bestfriend ship and became bestfriend with other people that you barely know ! We're hurt and do you even give a shit about it ? No . We're hurt because of you. I FUCKING HATE IT !! And you said you're supporting my fanfic ? Huh you're being hypocrite. You even said that my fanfic is copying others'. And that's you called supporting ?! STOP BEING MOTHERFUCKER FOR HEAVEN SAKE !
You said that your new bestfriend is your bestfriend because they had the same problems as you. It doesn't make sense at all. You said that we're only for you when you're up. Then what are the shit we gave to you when you're down ?!! Do you even fucking know ?! Or even care ?!! We're tired. Tired of giving shit to you. How I wished I didn't know you in the first place.Enough about this things.
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Dear crush,
Why do you have to hurt me so much ? You gave me pain that I don't have and I don't want. How I wished I was the lucky girl to be loved with you.
You a stupid jerk ! I rejected a boy who are in love with because of you. I love you. But what do I get in respond ? You dumped me. You loves girl like you own the world. You assumes girl like a shirt. Wear if you want, throw away when you think don't need us anymore. You knew I love you but why do you have to do this to me. You want to see me cry everyday ? Starve to death, hungry for your love. Do you really want to see how broken am I ?
Fine. Just remeber this phrase. This phrase really is the same as mine love towards you. " My love is yours. But your love isn't mine. Forever "
Thank you. Thank you for being a very stupid jerk in my life. For not realize how big my love for you.
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Okay so that's all I think ? Well there's more but I'm just too lazy to type. Thanks for reading it though. I'm really sorry for the cursed I made. Really really sorry.
Wait for my next update. It's G-Dragon's oneshot ^_^ . Hehehe bye ~
XOXO
