im so fxckin awes! || rants af ||

four; i'm weird.

12.01.2016;

i get really scared to talk to anybody on here and its messing me up cause i want friends here. i also have multiple crushes and i mean multiple. so i'm guessing that makes me some sort of crush-whxre or whatever.

i put up such a front and really really try so hard to look and or sound cool and it don't work idk why im so ugh. excuse me. i really like songs that makw me feel bad inside like, i just feel emotions i can't even put in words.

i love to learn about sexualities and things like that. i sometimes feel like a boy. honestly its so lol worthy. im dumb im weird. like i dont want people to change my pronouns and stuff but i want people to accept it if i come around with like, boyish axs clothes and if i dont cross my dang legs.

i also get very painful migraines/headaches but i don't tell anybody cause it makes me feel lightheaded and free. i dee ee kay. i have an ish-load of small bracelets and i put on all of them at once and it feels so goood.

--this will always be the realest thing ive ever written.--

-hoodings-cake. xx