Chapter 6 (No Control)

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As I sat in the waiting room of the hospital, I felt a wave of guilt drowning me. This was all my fault, and I couldn't do anything to help him get better. I shouldn't have ever agreed to go on a date with him, I knew  somewhere deep in my heart Jake would come after me. I just wouldn't face it.
Niall ran through the big hospital doors with a really worried expression on his face. When he saw me he walked over with his arms ready for a hug. He hugged me tight, and didn't let go for awhile. "I'm sorry Niall. In so so so sorry. I shouldn't have gone near him. This is all my fault!" I cried. "Olivia." He started while pulling away from the hug to look me in the eyes. " this is not your fault. Harry will be fine, and you don't need to put all of this on yourself. You have enough to deal with right now." He whispered softly. I wished I could believe him, but I couldn't.
"So. Did the nurse tell you anything?" Niall asked, interrupting my thoughts witch was probably a good thing. " no." I answered quickly. All I could think about was what Harry looked like right now. If he was hurt badly I don't think I could live with myself. "Hey. Olivia, it's okay. Harry will be okay." Niall stated while trying to find my eyes, which were closed. "No... It's not! I did this! I don't think I can ever forgive myself for what I've done." I cried. "Olivia. Stop talking crap about yourself, you did nothing. Okay?" Niall asked. "Okay." I said giving up.
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-Molly-🤗

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