lucky im inlove with my bestfriend

chapter 6

When a day is said and done, In the middle of the night and you're fast asleep, my love. Stay awake looking at your beauty, Telling myself I'm the luckiest man alive. Cause so many times I was certain you was gonna walk out of my life (life). Why you take such a hold of me girl, When I'm still trying to get my act right. ????

"i missed you Yen" bulong ko sa kanya habang naglalakad kami sa papunta ng Stage, ako yung escort nya :) Sa tingin ko, hindi nya lam dahil mukhang nabigla sya e :) alam nyo yung feeling na gusto ko sya yakapin pero pwede din na itakbo ko na lang sya haha :) itago! itago habang buhay sa puso ko :P

"pao-paolo?" parang di pa din sya makapaniwalang Tanong sakin! nginitian ko lang sya :)) ee kasi wala akong masabi haha hindi ko alam na lalaki sya ng ganto kaganda, nagsimula na anf 18th roses Ako yung pang 18th roses, pero nung kasayaw nya yung 17th roses, haha pasensya na kasi di ko alam yung pangalan e nakita kong may ibang kislap sa mga mata nya yuyng parang may lihim syang pagtingin dun sa lalaki na yun na hindi nya masabi sabi nung tapos na silang magsayaw lumapit nako sa kanya at nagsimula na kaming magsayaw ???? What is the reason, when you really could have any man you want, I don't see, what I have to offer. I should've been a [season], guess you could see I had potential. Do you know you're my Miracle? ???? nginitian nya ko, ngiti na parang tumunaw ng puso ko, dati nagtataka ko akala ko simpleng pag kamiss lang sa kalaro yung nararmdaman ko nung bata ako walang oras na hindi ko sya naiisip kaya nga nung gumaling ako sa sakit ko nagpalakas lang ako at pumunta kagad ng pinas :)

"Bat ang tagal mo? akala ko hindi ka na babalik e' sabi nya sakin ang saya ko kasi inantay din pala nya ko " ang mahalaga naman bumalik ako diba? sorry kung natagalan ha? may mga bagay kasi kong inayos e

" ayokong sabihin kay Yen yung sakit ko, Ayoko syang Mag alala, kaya nga kahit sa Facebook hindi ko sya kinontak mas okay na yung ako na yung nasasaktan, ako na lang yung naghihirap sa sakit ko ayoko ng idamay pa ang best friend ko :( wala akong ibang babaeng tinignan dahil sya lang ang gusto kong Makasama kaso nahuli na ata ako, Mukhang may iba na syang Mahal ???? I'm like a statue, stuck staring right at you, Got me frozen in my tracks. So amazed how you take me back, Each and everytime our love collapsed. Statue, stuck staring right at you, So when I'm lost for words, Everytime I disappoint you, It's just cause I can't believe, That you're so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue) Don't wanna lose you, no. (Stuck like a statue) ???? Natapos na yung Program at kainan, tas may lumapit samin na 2 babae at Yung lalake na kasayaw ni Yen kanina sa tingin ko Gf nya yung isang babae

"oh? Reanne bat ganyan itsura mo?" tanong nya dun sa isang babae kasi basa yung damit neto at parang iritadang iritada

"Ee paano kasi, Nabanga sya nung isang lalake tas natapon sa kanya yung wine na iniinom nya" yung lalakeng kasayaw nya kanina yung sumagot sa tanong nya

"pag nakita ko talaga ulit yung lalake na yun e! ibibigti ko, pasalamat sya Bday mo kaya di ko sya pinatulan" natatawa na lang si Yen sa kaibigan nya na nalaman ko ay Reanne pala ang pangalan inis na inis nga sya! haha

"By the way si Paolo nga pala!, kababata ko!" narinig kong sabi nya kababata na lang pala tingin nya sakin akala ko best friend pa din

"Paolo, si Joseph nga pala tsaka si Reanne, mga Best friend ko, tsaka si Denise girlfriend ni Joseph" tas nakipag kamay sakin si Joseph at nginitian ako nung Denise kaya naman pala e, nakahanap na sya ng mga bagong best friend, pero ako? sya pa din! iniwan ko kasi sya e wala ako sa tabi nya para makinig sa mga problema nya ???? Ask myself why are you even with me, After all the shit I put you through, Why did you make It hard ...?, It's like you're living and I make you, But babe your love is so warm It makes my shield melt down (down), And everytime were both at war, You make me come around. What Is the reason, when you really could have any man you want, I don't see, what I have to offer. I should've been a [season], guess you could see I had potential. Do you know you're my Miracle? ????

"Ikaw pala si Paolo! ee bukang bibig ka ni Yen nung una ko yang nakilala e," natawa naman ako dun kay Reanne, nakwento pala ko sa kanya ni yen nakakatuwa naman

"ee bakit ngayon ka lang ulit bumalik?" tanong pa nya

"Nag aral na kasi ako e, tsaka masyadong busy si Mommy at Daddy walang sasama sakin Pauwi kaya di ako nakakuwi, ngayon na lang ulit" yun na lang ang dinahilan ko kasi ayoko ngang ipaalam sa kanila na nagkasakit ako nun

"ang mahalaga naman bumalik sya e!" nakangiting sabi ni Yen sa Kanila Umalis man ako noon Yen, Yung puso ko naiwan naman sayo! ???? I'm like a statue, stuck staring right at you, Got me frozen In my tracks. So amazed how you take me back, Each and everytime our love collapsed. Statue, stuck staring right at you, So when I'm lost for words, Everytime I disappoint you, It's just cause I can't believe, That you're so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue) Don't wanna lose you, no. (Stuck like a statue) And you're so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue) Don't wanna lose you, never. (Stuck like a statue) Every single day of my life I thank my lucky stars, God really had to spend extra time, when he sculptured your heart. Cause there's no explanation, can't solve the equation. It's like you love me more than I love myself. I'm like a statue, stuck staring right at you, Got me frozen in my tracks. So amazed how you take me back, Each and everytime our love collapsed. Statue, stuck staring right at you, So when I'm lost for words, (Statue) Everytime I disappoint you, (Babe you're my Statue) It's just cause I can't believe, That you're so beautiful. (Girl you are the reason, ) Stuck like a statue. (The reason for living, ) Don't wanna lose you, no. (The reason for breathing) Stuck like a statue. (You're so beautiful) And you're so beautiful. (And I want you to feel It) Stuck like a statue. (Cause so bad I'm needing) Don't wanna lose you, no. (You're the reason for breathing) Stuck like a statue. (You're so beautiful) When a day Is said and done, And In the middle of the night you're fast asleep, my love I'm the luckiest man alive. ???? nalaman ko din an may Girlfriend na yung Joseph kaya naman pala parang may lungkot at sakit na tinatago si Yen e ngayong nagbalik nako sana matulungan ko sya :)