I Can't Anymore...

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   It was Saturday morning and i slept till 11 AM I didn't feel like getting up but i had to. I had to go eat because I didn't eat since yesterday around 5. I just was just sitting on my bed and kept on thinking about Leroy and his mesmerizing deep , gentle voice telling me everything was going to be ok. I completely believed him because he was just so trustworthy. He saved my life and he showed me that he cared. He didn't just leave me he left a note. I will keep that note forever.

   I got up from my bed and walked to my desk very gloomily. I took the folded note that Leroy left and I unfolded it with all the carefulness i had in me. I examined the note and then i turned it around. I saw a phone number and it was written under 'My Phone Number' . I quickly grabbed my phone and texted the number. I sent a message saying

"Hey Leroy it's me Tahlly"

I was waiting for hours and hours for a text back but i didn't think he was going to text back. I looked at my alarm clock and it read 12:57 I didn't want to wait anymore so i walked downstairs slowly and boringly to go grab something to eat. I got frozen waffles from the freezer and i put two of them in the toaster. I went to the cupboard to get syrup and in the fridge for orange juice. I waited patiently for the waffles to be ready. When they were done i put them on a plate and grabbed a fork and knife to eat them after that I poured my juice into the cup. I ate very slowly. I just couldn't handle all the things that were going on.

I didn't have a dad , school is such a struggle , no one likes me and Leroy is gone. My dad left me and my mom when i was 3 years old. I don't exactly remember what happened and i didn't want to cause my mom any pain and ask her about him so i just don't ask. I just know that he left because he had a better "Job" well that's what he said. My school was a struggle it was hard and I was always trying my best to get the highest grades as possible. Sometimes I did and sometimes I didn't. No one likes me , I only have 3 friends Nicole , Alyssa and Emily . Emily was one of my closest friends. She was always by my side and she had my back. Emily is my neighbor and i visit her everyday. We bake , gossip and shop together , we do soo many things together that I can't keep track.

Other than all those problems in my life its all great. I walk around everyone and put on a fake smile and i hide my tears every single day. Im only 14 and Im so torn I can't anymore I don't think i can bare this pain anymore.

After all that thinking I didn't even notice that i was all done with my pancakes. I put my plate , cup and fork into the sink and put the syrup away. I walked up stairs and turned on my TV and started watching the film 'Titanic' I watched the movie for three hours just pausing every hour to grab a snack. I sat in my bed just watching the movie and thinking about Leroy wishing that he was Jack and that i was Rose. Except that I didn't want Leroy to die.
I wanted Leroy to live forever with me. At the end of the movie I started to cry softly wiping tear after tear trying to keep my face clear of tear drops. Soon tears rolled down my cheek faster and faster and soon the tears were streaming down my face and there was no way to keep my face clear of tears. I was crying over Leroy. I didn't want him to leave. I wanted him to be mines forever but he left and the things that I wanted would never be reality.

Leroy's POV

I got a text message from an unknown phone number so I ignored it and kept on driving trying to keep my mind off Tahliah. I was in South Carolina I was almost back home to Miami , Florida. So many love songs were on the radio right at the moment when  I was crushing inside. I didn't want to leave Tahliah but i didn't have any other choice I had to return to school on monday.

Tahliah's POV

   After I was done sobbing I relaxed my self . I tried to think of something else but everything I thought of made me think of Leroy. I tried to stop the tears from rolling down my cheeks. It didn't work I cryed softly. Again. I just really missed Leroy. I just wanted him to hold me tight , to kiss me and love me. I wanted Leroy to me mine. I wanted to Love and Be Loved.

   Leroy's POV

   I COULDN'T GET MY MIND OFF HER my brain screamed. I pulled over to the side of the road and I cryed. I cryed my heart out because I missed her. I hate myself for going to get her and saving her , But if I never saw her and saved her I would've never met Tahliah. Now she's causing me so much pain. So much pain because shes not here with me. I want her here with me. I want to hold her tight , kiss her and show her that I love her. I want to Love and Be Loved.

   Tahliah's POV

   Leroy and I were meant to be. When I was in his arms I felt the most safe. When I looked into his eyes I felt reassured. Leroy and I crossed paths for a reason and I'm glad we did. I'm not angry that he left he's 16 and he has a life and a family in Florida. I didn't want to be a burden to Leroy but Im thinking that I am. Leroy was just so attractive I couldn't believe that I met him. What were the chances of that happening. A very very slim chance and it happened and im glad that it did. I stopped daydreaming because a ring snapped me out of it. I walked towards my desk and there was a text message from Leroys number. The text message read...

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