Kianna's POV
Its been 20ish minutes since I left Fabian and Harry so I walked upstaris to see what they were doing. I walked into the game room and there wasnt a sign of them anywhere.
"Guys? Where did y'all go?" I called out. I was answered with sniffles and a muffled voice,
"Harry love its okay, dont cry." heard fabian say from the other side of harry's bedroom door.
I thought it was best to leave them be and give them space to work whatever it was out. I plopped inbetween niall and louis on the couch and I started tracing Louis' bird tattoo.
"Nialler? Why don't you have any tattoos?" I asked him.
"Well i think that its cool that im the only one who doesnt have a tattoo, and there isnt any tattoos ideas that have really popped out at me. Why are you questioning me when you dont have any tattoos?" He asked me.
"Dont worry i have many tattoos planned out im going to get sleeves and many others." I told him
"We're home!!! Oh ki this was at the door for you." Liam said while throwing me a package.
The address read: 126 Restington Street Acker, Texas
"AHHH!!!" I screamed out in joy while jumping up off the couch.
"What happened?!?!?!" A very worried Zayn came rushing towards me asked.
"It's from home. It came from Texas." I said with the biggest smile i have ever had.
I ran to the kichen and placed the package on the island and grabbed a knife to cut the tape open. By now all the boys have gathered around including Harry and Fabian. I opened the package and inside was all of my favorite things from Texas. There was a Bucees tee shirt, Rudy's bbq sauce, many foods and snacks only availble in texas, many pictures of my family, a bracelet, and a package of homemade tortillas. I opened a letter i found inside and started to read it, it said:
"Dear Kianna, we hope everything is going well in the UK. Nathan and Evelyn miss you so much, everytime we have our sunday bbq they always ask where are you and we give them the same answer each time 'She went to change the world and make you proud.' We finally got the FaceTime to work so i want to see your beautiful face soon Mija. Remember we're just a text away i love you so much go make something of the Chavez name. Love, your whole family in the US."
I had a couple of tears flowing down my face at the end of the letter the boys were looking through the box when i saw the bracelet. It was a threaded bracelet with back thread as the main color and had Chavez written in red thread it was a bracelet where i had to tie in the back.
"Nialler could you help me please?" i asked sticking out the bracelet.
"Yeah" Niall began putting it on but his eyes got bigger as he saw my scars "Why are there so many scars on your wrist?" Niall asked worriedly.
The chatter in the room stopped as niall finished his sentence. I pulled my wrist back hidding them.
"I used to hurt myself." I said faster than a rapper.
"Oh Kianna love." Louis said.
"It was in my middle and high school years." I said quietly.
"What made you?" Fabian asked quitely.
"I was bullied. I was picked on everyday and i dont even know why i was. I was nice to everyone, i stood up for the kids who where picked on, i gave my lunch to people who didnt have money for lunch that day, i would make sure to bring extra money for other people who lost their money throuout the day. i made sure everyone was taken care of. In middle school some kids started picking on me because i lived on the biggest farm in the town then it got worse more and more people joined in with picking on me, until i realised the whole school turned their back on me. so many people i took care of and they didnt even give me a glance. I had absolutley no friends. i started cutting in my first year of high school i didnt stop until i moved here.i was top of my class and this was my speech I pulled down my sleeves and showed them my scars and said this: '7 years of bullies. i see faces that i took care of. even when you bullied me, i gave you my lunch money because you didnt have any. i took care of you but when i needed it the most you just turned you back. I promise im going to make you regret everything.' i then turned to my teacher and said 'Could i just have my diploma and go because im not going to sit here and clap for any of them.' she handed me my diploma and i walked out and back to my house. i heard that there were a lot of sad faces and the graduation wasnt the same. I got out of that town before anyone could come up to me and say sorry when they didnt even mean it." I finished holding back tears.
liam was the first to come and give me a hug whispering "I know how i feels." The boys all came to me giving me hugs Zayn was still hugging me when all the others pulled away.
"Im glad you were strong enough to overcome it because i wouldnt have you right here in my arms if you werent. You are my Hero, you are strong like one and you are important to everyone here."
Hero. Im someone's hero.
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Hello i wanted to say that if you ever want to message me i have a kik: @samjoechavez or you could just message me right here. If you think nobody cares about you well then you're wrong I am a person who cares about you. message me day or night and i will respond. :)
Sorry for any mistakes i could have made. Im starting confessions to show that i have flaws and i will embrasse my flaws so nobody can hurt me with them.
FOREVER STRONG<3
Confession #1: I don't feel comfortable in a lot of clothes I wear.
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My journey to my happily ever after.
FanfictionKianna wants to leave her footprint in the the world so she decides to move to England to do so. But little does she know that she's going to be living next door to Zayn Malik from one direction and this is her story to her happily ever after.
