My journey to my happily ever after.

Rant.

So I have to rant to somebody and I didn't know who so I came to y'all because I know that y'all will let me rant.

So this guy that I've been crushing on since the beginning of last year just told my very close senior friend that he likes her. And he totally know that I like him. I'm just so confused right now and ugh. I'm honestly done with boys.

And then the guy before that just fucked my life up. He's the reason why I hate texting people. Especially when they hit me with a read and not a response to my text.

Am I just not likable?

This is a reason why I cannot wait to graduate high school and move the fuck away from this tiny hell hole of a town.

I really and truly want to make a difference in the world and have my name known for the better and I just want to skip these next few years of school and get the fuck out.

Can I skip forward into my life where I'm not a fuck up, I'm acne free, where people actually give a fuck about me. I am honestly so done.

For those of y'all who don't know I'm starting school on Monday the 26th and I don't want to walk into a class and see him there. I don't want to see him in general anymore. And that's not going to happen any time soon because we're both in band and have to go to football games, competitions, bus rides, and morning practices. Ugh so much of seeing him

Well I guess that was my rant. Update soon. Ill try my best to update this weekend even if its just a little filler chapter I promise to update.

<3 always Chavez.

Ps this is the 40th chapter. Woo.