Can I Sing My Way Into Your Heart?(TakanoxRitsu)

Pour Me Out

As some of you may know, I have rewritten this chapter thousands of times. I apologize but I assure you this will the last time gomen'nasai!!! *bows* alright I'm trying too hard with the Japanese I'll stop XD but anyways recently I started rereading all of skip beat and then my story came to mind and then I was like what would happen if Takano was an actor and got to find Ritsu again?! And that stuck in my brain until I was like, alright time to rewrite the story again! But I swear this is the last time!! Blame Skip Beat, god I love Ren Tsuruga!!! Anywaysssss proceed with the story for like the hundredth edit~

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A sweet dull pain surfaces in the chest of a man, the pain embracing him as the painful, lullaby-like music produced from his guitar reaches his ears. Once again the lonely man stands on a stage full of people as he sings his tragic love story. Something that the man wishes so hard to forget but yet it still follows him everywhere he goes because Onodera Ritsu still yearns to be loved by that one person who tricked his heart and made him a fool. Sharing it with an audience who will never understand what he feels, but Ritsu has always loved just giving and never getting anything in return.

He opens his mouth and forces himself to sing through the memory as his voice struggles to break free from its cage, but manages to sing out perfectly as his soft, beautiful yet sweet voice emerges.

"Wake up in the morning, it's not so bad. I can taste you on my lips, and it makes me sad. There's a part of me that just wants you back, you're the one thing I want, that I never did have. That I never did have. Oh, no."

Like how Ritsu thought he had gained the love of his most beloved, but it was all just a lie. It was all just fun and games to that person, or so he believes, but to him it was much more that it broke him to pieces thinking that the person he gave into had played with him. Becoming a fool that fell right for the games and came out a loser that still wanted to play as long as the other person was pleased.

He looks up at the crowd, as he continues to strum the guitar. The audience listens to him intently as if on edge, listening to the words coming out of their precious idol. Some have their phones taking videos or waving it around back and forth, while others have glow sticks.

"Fill me up" he pronounces every word carefully as if fragile and starts swaying from side to side at the beat of his strumming.

"Steam me up."

Just like those kisses they used to share.

"Hear me shout" He puts emphasis on the shout as he is practically begging that one person to love him. At this, the audience all shouted "Riku we are here for you!"

These words of encouragement are what keeps the man going.

"Tip me over and pour me out...Pour me out on the concrete! Next to your feet."

Although it is certainly missed by the hundreds or so people in the crowd it can definitely be said that something gleaming out of his eyes started to pool, stubborn to flow unto the surface of his cheeks, at what comes out of his mouth next.

"Do I have to cry out? Can you hear me? Oh just to be with you."

Yes, Ritsu wants to be with his love. But that can't be possible now, can it? He has made himself certain, that if his precious love ever heard his name, he wouldn't even recognize Ritsu anymore.

"Oh gosh this bed it feels so cold. My head was led by the lies you told."

It feels lonely without you but how did you feel when you played with me, Did you enjoy breaking my heart in pieces? Even so, why can't I get you out of my heart? All of these thoughts were constantly in Ritsu's mind making it harder for him to forget the past.