You Think You Know Me?- "A Dayreamer's Love Story" Book One

Niall's POV:

I heaved myself into the kitchen, seeing my mum bustling around in a simple, pale green hi-low dress and strappy, gladiator sandles, dangly gold ear rings swaying to and fro where they were hanging from her ears.

I sat myself down next to Louis, sighing and banging my head down into my arms, which were crossed over the table, planning to get a bit more sleep before having to ride on a plane for hours.

A plate of pancake was placed in front of me, startling me out of my half asleep state.

I groaned, shoving the plate away.

I sat up, glaring at the food, before delicately pushing it towards Louis, who ate it happily.

I pursed my lips, watching him eat.

I forced my eyes away from the food, curling my lip.

Food is disgusting.

Food makes you gain weight.

Food is evil.

You hate food.

You arent hungry.

Hunger is just a feeling, and feeling are created by your mind, so hunger doesnt really exist.

Youre strong enough to fight it off!

Dont you give in!

I sighed in defeat, reaching over and grabbing a tuna sandwich, forcing myself to eat, trying my best to beat it down and not throw it up yet.

I sat back in the seat, the hunger no longer present.

I sighed, excusing myself from the table and making my way down the hall to the bathroom, nearly tripping over the area rug in my haste.

I pushed the door open, feeling bile bubble up my throat.

I closed the door, triple checking the lock, and fell to my knees before the toilet.

I sat there for a second, watching my reflection in the choppy water, before raising my shaky hand and forcing two fingers down my throat, quickly finding my gag reflex.

I threw up the contents of my breakfast, feeling light as air.

I cleared my throat to rid myself of the scratchiness and sat back on my feet, watching the dirty water swirl lower and lower, before finally reaching the bottom and flushing away.

I stood up on wobbling legs, taking deep, shaky breaths.

I stared at myself in the mirror, seeing a figure that i needed to get rid of.

I glanced down, seeing a poorly hidden blade.

Louis isnt the only one hiding something...