Difficult Love

Chapter 1(life sucks)

"Amberley tell me please why do you love Dylan more then me I can tell you do he moved here last year I've known you longer", Chris yelled "I don't know this yet Chris let me have time to think , please I need time", I said walking out of the room with out looking back at Chris my childhood friend we grew up together an then this year after I started liking Dylan Chris tells me he likes me ? Why is life so complicated ugh
(Home)
I pulled my black hair into a pony tail an looked in the mirror at my blue eyes .. Why do I have to be ugly I thought everyone says I'm pretty but I don't think that ..  , I threw on my long sleeve shirt an through a hoodie on an quickly put my boots on after putting my favorite skinny jeans on  ...., I then walked to my moms room she was sitting on her bed drinking beer an had a cigerate in  her other hand .."Mom can I go over to  my friend Jasper's house", I said knowing she wouldn't care she never does she's just a drunk "I don't care do whatever you want get fucked bye a 50 year old on your way there trust me then you won't wanna go out an leave your poor mother all alone sitting on this empty bed no one to talk to at all" , she said laughing  well here's my chance I started to run outside ugh why does she have to be that way .... Ugh maybe jasper will have something better then a drunk in her house maybe  me an her can go to the park or something I'm tired of my life it's so plain an boring .. I only wish I was like all the other girls at my school talented girls an then there's me .. Even jasper has her own talent I'm plain I have a problem though having two guys want me to love them yea it's horrible but I love then both but I can only love one .... How will I choice I just need more time ..
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Well that's chapter one I hope yaw liked it an please comment your opinion , it'd mean a lot to have someone read my story .. (Real characters my names jasper ^_^)