I woke up in the world where I'm being ashamed of, in the world that only gives me pain and sorrow.
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My tears starts falling, my memories gives me my pain, those memories that hurts me a lot, all of them starts to flashback in my mind.
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I heard those voices, those voices that caused me so much pain.I heard the scream that breaks my heart suddenly, my scream that almost caused my life.
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Let me give you a glance on what happenned.
(FLASHBACK)
July 6 2013 Saturday 7:30p.m Jill's alley
Nasa bar kami ngayon dito sa Jill's alley. I can hear the loud music at meron ding mga nakakaduling na laserlights at disco lights. Bakit kami nandito? First Anniversary namin ng boyfriend ko, kahit one month palang love na love ko na to, at dito kami magcecelebrate ngayon.
"Hoy beshfren, sure ka bang libre ng boyfie mo lahat?" -VICTORIA
Ayan si Victoria Sasha Roberts, bff ko yan since highschool, maganda, cute yan pero bangag, sabog at may pagkatanga at sobrang landi.
"Oo, sabi nya eh." -AKO
"Ano ba kasi itsura nyan, pag panget break agad teh, pag mapera pwede na, pag gwapo gora na teh!!!" -EMILY
Ayan naman si Emily Jane Park, bff ko yan since highshool din, kaso mas close kami neto. Maganda, simple pero mala-dyosa, matalino, masikreto at maldita yang babaitang yan.
"Ano ba? Nasa mukha ba ang basehan ng love, tsaka gwapo naman talaga to eh." AKO
Mga 8:00p.m dumating na sila. Oo, sila. May kasama sya ng tatlong lalaki.
"Hi babes, pasensya na medyo heavy yung traffic eh." -HANE
"Okay lang." -AKO
"Babes mga tropa ko nga pala." HANE
Sabay turo sa mga katabi nyang naggagwapuhang nilalang.
"Hi girls, ako nga pala si Jamil Jaden, JJ for short." -JJ
Eto ang tinatawag na tall, dark ang handsome, for sure bagay sila ni Victoria makha kasing flirt tong lalaking to.
"Hi ladies, Justin Eli here, but you can call me Eli instead." -ELI
Eto nman masculine, maputi, matangkad, medyo nerdy yung look dahil sa glasses nya pero it looks sexy on him and it makes him more appealing, sya pinaka gwapo sa kanila to be honest, gusto ko sya para kay Emily prang ang cute kasi nilang couple.
"Umm, hi I'm Vincent." -VINCENT
Gwapo din to, tan matangkad, masculine ang body, mukhang maangas at malakas ang sex appeal neto, overflowing. Crush ko na to, charot lang meron na kong Hane.
"Hi I'm victoria, nice meeting you all, and you JJ mind if you join me on the dancefloor?" -VICTORIA
Sabi na nga ba eh, malandi talaga tong dalawa, nagharutan kaagad sa dancefloor.
"Hi, Emily nga pala, nice meeting you guys. But first we should get another table boys, so the two of you can enjoy the night." -EMILY
Sabay turo samin at kaladkad kila Eli at Vincent papunta sa medyo malayong table at dun nagusap-usap.
'"Happy anniversary babes." -HANE
Sabay suot sakin ng necklace na may heart na pendant at kiss sa cheeks. Oo sa cheeks lang pwede, ayoko sa lips, pavirgin effect pa ang peg ko.
"Happy anniversaryry din babes," -AKO
"Umm, babes kailan mo ba ako ipapakilala?" -HANE
"Baka next week pa, pagdating nila papa at mama, nasa business trip pa sila eh." -AKO
Hindi pa kami legal kahit one year na kami, kahit sa side nila Hane hind pa, kaya we're already making plans sa meet-up ng parents namin, syempre kasama kami.
Ayun nag chit-chat lang kami, nag shot-shot din hanggang sa maghilo at magdilim ang paningin ko.
Hane's POV
Ako nga pala si Hane Ivan Varialle, matangkad, gwapo at ako ang boyfriend ni Bea, pero kahit one year na kami I still can't choose to replace the spot in my heart left by her sister, si Dara.
"Bea wake-up, umuwi ka na." AKO
[snorks] BEA
Tulog na tulog na talaga to, nsarapan sya sa strawberry margarita, kaya umorder ng umorder tapos nilaklak lahat.
Inuwi ko na muna sya sa condo unit ko, hindi ko kasi alan kung saan sila nakatira eh, tapos yung mga kasama nya nawawala hindi ko makita, nag enjoy yata dun sa bar.
"Matawagan nga si Dara." -AKO
[phone rings sa kabilang linya]
"Hane, bakit?" -DARA
"I miss you." -AKO
Matagal n din kaming hindi nagkita neto, nagalit kasi sya sakin kasi I'm insisting to formalize our relationship.
"Yun lang ba ang itinawag mo, what an utter waste of my time." -DARA
"Taray talaga neto, nandito si Bea lasing na lasing, san ba bahay nyo hatid ko na to." AKO
"Wait lang jan lang kayo, I'll fetch her myself." DARA
[phonecall ended]
Oo, alam nyang kami ni Bea. Everything seems normal to her, wala syang pake and maybe she's trying to be civil.
after 30 minutes
[doorbell rings]
Nandyan na si Dara. Binuksan ko yung pinto at pina tuloy sya.
"Maghubad ka." -DARA
Nagulat ako dun sa sinabi nya, out of the blue that was the first thing she said after coming to my place.
"Huh? Bakit?" AKO
"BASTA GAWAIN MO NALANG, DO AS I SAY!" -DARA
Pumunta nalang ako sa comfort room at dun naghubad baka kc tarayan pa ko nun eh. Lumabas na ako ng comfort room pero naka boxers ako nung lumabas.
"Then, what now?" -AKO
"Humiga ka sa tabi ni Bea." -DARA
Nagulat ako sa inutos ni Dara at mas lalong nagulat na nakita ko rin na bra at panty nalang ang suot ni Bea pero tulog pa rin ito.
"Bakit? What the fvck is happening, this is beyond absurd?" -AKO
"BASTA GAWIN MO NA LANG!" DARA
Ginawa ko nalang din, I was left no choice.
"Yakapin mo sya tapos and let's pretend you're sleeping." -DARA
For some odd reasons, my rationality escape my mind and ginawa ko rin yung inutos nya.
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"Done. Magbihis ka na, may reward ka sakin Ivan." -DARA
Sabi nya then she gave me a peck on my lips and a fearsome grin lined across her lips. It feels that she's up for something bad.
