Fatal Decision

late Evening, early Morning

Time was slowed as a nice hot relaxing herbal tea blended of chamomile, spearmint and other soothing herbs added with some valerian warm my throat with each calming and relaxing sip.

A quote I read by George William Curtis in class remianed in my head "Happiness lies first of all in health."

The snow came pouring down from the dark cloudy skies as lamp poles on the street lit the path, everything seemed dark but light seemed to remain somewhere with anything.

I didn't see it though...

My name is Revlon Vight, I'm 18 years old, I can't remember where I came from, and who my parents are, IF I had any friends, who?

Don't bother asking how I make it on my own, its not to hard to put on a act and lie to people to stay somewhere. Am I happy that I have come down to this as a last resort, maybe...but I shouldn't since I don't even know myself or if Revlon Vight is even my real name or if I am 18 years old. I look it so of course I believe it. I don't have much to hang on from but those two little things about myself.

Occasionally, I find it hard to sleep at night. I just can't seem to sleep, I feel like I have a lot on my mind with having nothing there at the same time. I find mysf staring out the window like I'm hoping for someone to come, but no one comes...

Who am I waiting for? What was I hoping and expecting? I walked away... But find myself back staring at the window at night.
I watch the snowflakes fall...they looked like little falling stars, upon the snow covered ground it looks like a white sheet of millions and millions of light sparkles. It was beautiful and speechless...

I continued to watch them fall as a flash in my head of a red rose appeared with a perfectly small white ribbon tied to it, tears fall from my face...

Why...why was I crying?
Revlon!
I quickly wipped my tears as my friend Kloe broke me from the stared state I was in.
Are you okay, did you take your medicine?
I didn't answer her but nod my head yes.
Good! Lets go to bed.
She smiled and lead me away from the window to our separate beds.

Did I? No...I have no idea what it was exactly so I wasn't taking something I didn't trust, I can't even say I trust Kloe too much just the same, but...the company of someone kind with a family isn't bad and the warmth and open house invited me in along with her parents, so I couldn't say no. I just had to watch myself since I didn't even know them...let alone me.

Eventually Kloe fell asleep I stared up at the cieling everything and yet nothing in my head, I turn to my right and happened to glance out the window as the fall snowflakes that once fell stopped...
everything was quiet and still nothing but a light shined...
I closed my eyes.

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