[ Kureto X Guren ] Tainted Heart,Our Life After That.

Chapter 2 - Holding Onto Some Strength

I'll leave the second chapter here. I'm rushing actually  since I've to check another 17 books which need my approval to publish.

Sincerely,Yuu_Editor

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Chapter 2

Holding Onto Some Strength.

I walk out from the helicopter without looking back. I head back to my room as soon as I get off from the plane.

"Don't forget we had a meeting tonight. "

Kureto remind me. I ignore him and just nod,never care to turn my head to him. I'm exhausted as fuck so just fucking spare me this time. I've always told him that and I'm sure he don't care if I come or not anyway.

I arrived to my dorms. I went up to my room and get change as quickly as possible. I throw my coats,my uniforms and my shirt which being stain by my blood and the others blood. I throw them off to the dustbin and I take my towels,a change of clothes and walk out to the public bathroom. I took off my shirts and out it in the basket along with my pants and my my boxer. I let myself in.

No one was around.

Well I guess I shouldn't had said that since everyone won't be in here anymore.

They won't come back anymore.

The silent was killing me.

I ignore it and went ahead. I breathe in silence and dig in to the warm bath. I forgotten of how badly injured I am with all of this permanent bruises I had.

I took out a clean towels and start cleaning the injury I had. From my stomach,my ankle,my hands and the last my face. I look to the mirror as I saw my lips swollen from the girls beat me up when I'm being arrested.  I sighs as I ignores the twinge pain. Because,there's another pain I should worry about.

My heart . . .

I soothe my chest as I felt something were deeply hurting inside. I'm glad I try to cried it out just now but it still hurts. I close my eye as I want the memories to disappear for a while. I don't want to think of it when I'm this weak. I stand up. I think I'd enough with my bath.

Suddenly,I felt dizzy all of the sudden. I'm sure I'm not that long in the bath as I look down to the tubs. A hot and clear transparent  water turns to a pool of blood in an instance. I'm losing my blood as I felt weak and unable to move. I try to grip on of the handles above my head but I slips and fall into the tub where I starts to think.

I'm drowning and dying huh ?

I can't muster any strength anymore and I feel my consciousness gone by the dark.

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I felt a sting dizzy swirling in my head. Its pitch dark in here. Did I fall asleep ? Good thing then. I should've fall asleep to eternity. To make up for what I did. This way,I won't have to see anyone crying in front of me again.