Left Inside // Last chapter

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I woke up, raising up in the bed. I check my phone to see the time. It was noontime. I got out of bed and changed into normal clothes so I could leave. I went of the room to brush my teeth then came back. I grabbed everything and put it into the bag I had. I called a cab so I wouldn't have to wait downstairs. After I grabbed my stuff then went downstairs. I saw Chris sitting on his couch, staring down at his legs.

"I'm leaving now" I said sternly.

Chris looked up at me and got up from the couch, "Steph, is there anyway we can sort this out? Please"

"No. I've said all I've had to. I'm done" I said, looking into his eyes, hoping he'll get the memo.

"Can I at least call you a taxi?"

"Already did that. Which should be here now" I said then went to the door.

I opened the door and saw the cab. I walked out of his house and heard his footsteps behind me. I put my bag in the back then got in.

"Stephanie.." He said in a soft voice.

"Chris" I said then the driver drove off.

I stared straight as we drove down the street. Even though I sounded confident throughout that, I wanted to break down. I sighed and felt tears form in my eyes again. I blinked and a tear fall, I wiped it quickly. Even though I was alone back here, I still felt like a pussy for crying at this time.

When we got closer to the house, I cleaned myself up so Alex wouldn't know that I've been crying. I breathed out and re-did my bun.

When we got to the house, I paid the driver then got my stuff. I walked into the house and saw Brandon with Alex, sitting on the couch.

"Hey guys" I said, weakly

"Hey. You okay?" Alex asked, turning to me as her eyes grew, "Holy shit, what's wrong?!"

I guess I didn't clean myself up too well, "Uh.. Things happened between Chris and I" I said shyly.

"Like what?" Brandon questioned, "Do I have to kick his ass?"

"Please, Chris is stronger" I said then sighed, "I broke it off with him"

"What! Why?!" They both asked.

I went to sit besides them then tried to gather my thoughts, "Last night at the APMAS, I met Ash Costello at the after party"

"Oh my God.." Alex whispered.

"And she told me everything about how he dropped her, always brings different girls to the show, and how he called her everything he does to me" I finished up the story.

They were silent for a few. I guess that news was weird to hear. It was weird to tell, that's for sure.

"I can't believe that" Alex said, shaking her head, "Chris seemed like such an amazing guy. Like he'd never do that"

I glared at her, "You were the one who warned me!" I yelled.

"I didn't think he'd actually do it!" She yelled back.

"Yeah, well people hide who they really are!" I yelled.

"Both of you stop!" Brandon yelled, getting in the middle of us, "You guys don't need to be getting on each other. Steph, I'm sorry that he was a dick to you. You deserve somebody so much better"

I looked down as my lip quivered, tears like a tsunami tied flooded my cheeks. I felt Alex rub my back, "It's gonna be okay, babe"

I shook my head as I held my face in my hands, "It's not. Chris was my favorite musician. Motionless In White was my favorite band and now I can't listen to them ever again"

"I'm so sorry" Brandon whispered.

I cried more then looked up at the ceiling, "I feel so stupid"

"You shouldn't. You didn't know what he was doing" Brandon said.

"Yeah but I should've know. Something that sounded too good to be true isn't true, it's a big lie." I cried, "He's a rockstar and I'm just a ordinary girl. I should've saw it coming"

"Don't be so hard on yourself" Alex said.

I shrugged my shoulders as I got up, "It's hard not to, ya know"

She shrugged her shoulders as well, "I don't know. Where are you going?"

"Shower" I said as I went to the bathroom.

I was in there for few just thinking about how I got into this situation. How could I not see this coming? Perhaps I was lost in the moment. I couldn't wrap my head around it.

I went into my room when I got out and got dressed in sweatpants and a pullover. I looked at the post I had of Chris that I got from a magazine and tore it down. I crumbled it and threw it in the trash.

I walked out and grabbed my keys from the table, heading to the door.

"Where are you going?" Alex asked.

"I'm going to go see a friend" I said then walked out.

I got into my car and started the car, backing out into the road and driving down the street. I reached my friends house in about 5 minutes then parked. I got out and went to the door, knocking on it.

"Stephanie.. What are you doing here?" Sam opened the door, surprised.

I walked to him with my arms open and hugged him, kissing his lips softly, "I'm so sorry"

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ANNDD THAT'S IT! I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE BOOK, IT WAS FANTASTIC TO WRITE. I'M CURRENTLY WORKING ON THE SEQUEL. LOOK OUT FOR THAT. THANK YOU GUYS FOR ALL THE COMMENTS, RATES, AND THE READS. LOVE YOU ALL! 💖

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