Flings

Angel-in-us

Ryn's point of view...

It was pretty cold. Winter's here already. Be it summer,spring, autumn, or winter, i just loved it. Every seasons have its own melancholic feelings.

Hot chocs and cold weather is my favourite. I loved taking a stroll with my camera then, stop by the angel-in-us cafè for a cuppa hot choc.

As i get into the cafè i placed my order at the counter to my smiling barista,minhyuk-ssi.

"Anyyeonghaseyo ryn-ssi..as usual?"

"Anyyeong! Dae minhyuksii..hot choc, hana-aeyo."

"Haha minhyukssi? I thought it is supposed to be oppa by now?"

"Meomchwo. Stop with the joke. Your colleagues are watchin" i whisper it to him

"Hahaa kuere? you are getting better with hanguk ryn-ssi. Have a sit first. I'll send it to your table. Chakkamal.."

I laugh at his comment. Yes,i'm not that good with hanguk but i can understand a little bit of here and there. This is my third month in seoul and i am a frequent customer at this coffee shop.

The same goes to that 185cm barista with smiley cute eyes of his.He's been serving me from the first day i'm here and sometimes he even stops by and hang out with me. Or should I say we are a 'closed' friend? He already confessed his feelings for quite some times. Its just me...

Though i'm still unsure bout being serious with minhyuk, atleast he is always there when I need him.

I walk up to the second floor as i do some thinking. I take my usual place by the window. I put on my earphone, play a classical music while enjoying my scenic view in front of me.

The weather, couples, and people out there reminds me of my loved one back in Malaysia. I wish he's here with me to enjoy the view. To hold my hand while we walk around and to be childish together. We can run and be playful with each other....as if....

It brings back the bad memories I had before i flew here to mend my broken heart. I dont know what went wrong.
Things were doing great. The talks of marriage is already on the table among our families. We never fought, at least never had a big fight. We don't curse at each other.
I dont know about him. But i loved him with all my heart. But, the day he walked off of me is still fresh in my heart. It hurts thinking and remembering it.

Without realising it, a tear build up at the corner of my eye. A sadness that i'm trying to throw away is still lingering in my heart.

"Ryn-ssi, here is your hot choc" said minhyuk. He pause the music on my phone and take a seat besides me.

I quickly turn my face the other way to hide my tears and place a facade smile to him.

As i wipe the corner of my eye,i turn to him,smile and thanks him for the drink.

"Gomawo, minhyuk aa" i smiled earnestly at him. I take the cup from him and start stirring my drink. It feels awkard having him this time. I dont want him to noticed my sadness again.

"Nae, gwenchanayo.anything for my love.special service as always"

he smiled at me. I loved it when he smile. His eyes will get so small that you can barely see his pupil. I laugh at his antics.

"ryn-ssi, waeyo?your eyes. Did you cry?"

He asked me in a worried tone. He turn my chair to face him and stares at me sharply.

'Oh my, why do my angel looks so sad today? I know she's always enjoying herself alone. But I cant bare it seeing her looking sad like this. There is something in her eyes. It makes me want to hold her and cheer her up.if only i can hug her and kiss her.but rynssi will surely be mad if i touch her'

"Anneyo. Na gwenchana.dont worry minhyuk."

"Oppa.not minhyuk.we are alone now. Of course i'm worried. You know how i feel about you my love."

He looks at me with a very loving stares. How I wish, it was him in front of me instead of minhyuk.

I release a deep sigh in respond to his console.

"*sighhh* oppa.."

"Dae..malhaebwa.talk to me dear"

As i was about to talk,suddenly his colleague calls him

"Minhyuk aa! Palliwa! There's a call here for you"

"Dae dae.. chakkamal hyung! I'm coming" said minhyuk to his colleague.

"Its okay oppa. Finish your work first. I'll be here. I need to do my work as well" and show him my camera and netbook.

I need to do some editing before submitting my materials back to Malaysia. I am a part time travelling journalist. That is how i am here in korea despite taking a time off to mend my heart.

" jinjja? Okay. Dont worry, ryn. I wont be long. We'll go for a date after i've finish my work okay?" And pats my head.

I put up an okay sign to him and smile.

He smiled back to me and said in a low voice 'we will continue our talk later.' And give me a sharp stares..

I just grin and shove him off to his work..as he is gone to attend to his shop, i continued working on my task.

Time flies so fast and as usual, i tried my best to push off the bad memories deep inside my heart and soul.

Life continues....