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Jung Hoseok

I'm slowly falling to pieces because she meant the world to me. She was my first love and now I'm in front of her grave. Her name? Seohyun, the most beautiful noona alive well at least used to be. I can't handle it she was too special.

I think I know what I have to do.

2 hours ago

I drove to Jungkook's house and Jin opened the door but I moved past him and ran into Jungkook's room crying.
"Hyung, what's wrong?" I kept sobbing and he lifted my chin up and had a worried look "Jungkook I have to tell you something." He held me tighter "What is it?"

"When I was younger my mom tortured me. Especially after my dad died, because she killed him." He gasped "What? You never told me this." He started to cry while I continued. "She tried to sell my body to a group of men that would use me until I was useless when I was only five. So I decided to run away from home with all of my stuff and go as far away as possible then luckily a group of travelers found me crying on the floor alone and decided to take care of me.

The nice lady cooked for me and asked where my parents were. Then I started bursting out crying and I told her. Her boyfriend didn't want me so in the middle of the night he woke me out of my sleep and kicked me out leaving me in the rain. The nice lady she cried and through the window she mouthed sorry.

So I traveled alone again for a couple of days and ended up in Seoul. Then a little girl put her umbrella over my head and said: "I'm Seohyun..." Then my stomach growled "Oh! Are you hungry? Let me help you with that." She dragged me to a food place then asked me questions. "Are you alone?" I nodded my head "Do you need a home?" She asked after we were done eating. I nodded excitingly so she paid for the food and pulled me to a huge mansion. The maids opened the gate for her and she giggled as she ran towards the door.

She opened it and I saw really fancy people with worried faces not noticing me. "Seohyun! Where were you? I was so worried about-" Then the fancy ladies attention went to me. "Hello, what is your name?" I looked down at my clothes and sighed "Jung Hoseok." She smiled brightly and grabbed my hand "Why were you traveling alone?" I really didn't want to answer because I thought she would kick me out like the travelers.

So I just stood there without saying a word. Then Seohyun went in front of me "He doesn't want to talk about it." She turned around and smiled at me. "Seohyun if you know him the most why don't you show him to his room." She nodded, grabbed my hand, and pulled me up the stairs. "Here is your room, you should shower while I go wash your clothes" I nodded. When it was night time I had a hard time sleeping because what if Seohyun told the lady about my story and wanted me out.

Since I was so scared, I looked in every room until I found Seohyun's and crawled into the bed with her and poked her, then her eyes flickered open which scared me so I went far back and rolled off the bed. She quickly got up and helped me up then she chuckled a little."Whats wrong Hoseok?" I dusted myself off "Will the fancy lady kick me out?" I started crying and she held me in her arms and patted my back "It's okay, and no she won't she is very nice so don't worry." She held me closer to her and I cried harder. Seohyun died last week and she was my bestie and my first love.

"Jungkook I miss her" I cried to him and he cried too. Both of us were balling our eyes out but I tried to make a smile. "Jungkook, I'm leaving but I'll miss you." He gave me those puppy eyes and blinked twice "Why hyung?" I ruffled his hair. "Because I want to be alone and rest all by myself for a while." Jungkook nodded and I took my leave.

2 hours later

I was at the bridge on the ledge. This isn't right. I need a little break from everything. Not a permanent one. I fell into the water and little did I know, I was being watched.

(Yes, the crazy boy did swim in the water.)

Kim Namjoon

I called 911 as soon as he went into the water, but when they came he wasn't there and they thought I was crazy.

***

I drove to the airport where Jin was leaving to America, still crying. I have to be happy. Come on Namjoon you can do this.

***

Jin waved goodbye then turned around and grabbed his luggage.

We walked out of the airport and I stopped my tears.

Jungkook: "Namjoon? Why were you crying? Do you miss my brother or something?"

Namjoon: "No, Jungkook. That's not why.

Yoongi: "Then why?"

Namjoon: "Hoseok is missing."

Jimin: "Then why aren't you looking for him? Aren't  you his boyfriend?"

He ran to his car and and Yoongi followed after him. Jungkook and Taehyung  slowly walked to Taehyung's car while Taehyung is comforted his boyfriend, and I'm left alone. Without Hoseok.

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