Long Distances [Yoonmin]

What did I do?

I yawned as I walked to school. My headphones in my ears playing a soft beat, it slightly distracted me from the boredom I was feeling. Yoongi's been testing and hasn't had much time to talk to me. Which makes me sad cause Hoseok is spending too much time with Taehyung and barely talks to me. It's like Tae is telling Hoseok not to speak to me. I didn't like it cause he, other than Yoongi, was my only friend I had. 

I walked through the school entrance and sighed in relief at the warmth. I looked down and headed to my locker. Everyone was in high spirits even though it was six forty in the morning. I stopped at my locker and opened it up. I grabbed my books and stuff and put my bag on the hook in the locker. I yawned loudly and collected my stuff before closing my locker and locking it again. 

*** 

I sat down at the usual place I sit at lunch with Hoseok. He wasn't here yet, he's nearly always late. I pulled out some cheese crackers from my bag. I nibbled on them as I sketched the tree. I probably only ate two of the crackers as the time flew by. 

I frowned lightly when I noticed that neither Hoseok or Taehyung were at the table. I didn't think anything of it and packed up my things. I threw away my barely eaten crackers and headed off to class. I saw Hoseok at his locker on my way. I took a deep breath and gathered some courage. I walked up to him. 

"H-Hey" God dammit. I mentally slapped myself for stuttering. Hoseok turned to me and just looked away. I frowned but brushed it off. 

"Do you wanna hang out after school?" I said softly, trying to avoid the stuttering again. Hoseok snickered. 

"YOU actually wanna go out and do something?" He retorted. Ouch...Hoseok understands why I don't...so why is he being like this?  I gulped quietly and looked down. 

"Yes I do...I know it's been awhile so I thoug-"

"Well you should stop thinking" Hoseok cut me off. I looked up at him and frowned. He had a blank look as he searched through is locker. 

"Sorry..you could've just said no.." I looked back down and got ready to walk away. Hoseok sighed and shut his locker. 

"Jimin..this isn't gonna work.." Hoseok said softly. I felt my heart race. I looked up at him with soft eyes. Hoseok gave me a soft expression. 

"Please don't Hoseok...I need you" My voice cracked majorly. Hoseok sighed and placed a hand on my shoulder. It made me want to burst into tears. 

"You're just...too quiet. I don't like hanging around quiet and depressing people" Hosoek turned and walked away. I sniffled and grabbed his hand.

"Pleas Hoseok..I-I don't wanna be a-alone a-anymore" I held back my tears and held his hand tightly. Hosoek turned to me and simply shook his head and pulled away. I stood frozen in place as I watched him walk away. My lip quivered as I bolted out of the hall and headed to the exit. I sprinted home as the tears ran down my face. I bursted into my house and ran to my room.  

I fell to my knees and cried heavily into my hands. I can't believe he did this to me. Hoseok would never do that unless someone told him to. Someone like Taehyung. First he stole Hoseok then he stole our friendship. I continued to cry.

***

Few days later~

I stared blankly at my wall. I hadn't really moved or done much. I didn't even put on my glasses. My mom keeps knocking and trying to get me out of my room. I don't respond or move. I don't know how to describe what I feel. I guess I feel...numb? I don't really feel anything. I'm just blank.