What's Done In The Dark Book 1

Chapter 13

(Jason's POV)

"Just cool out, I told you I'm not even in Houston,I'm outta town."

"Why did you have to go in the first place you're supposed to be here with me right now its my birthday."

"She needed me here with her,besides I told you I would see you when we go down to Auburn next week."

"Like that's supposed to mean something, you said she was coming with you."

" I did but imma be there all week bae, she not coming to late Friday night. Stop acting like this, you already knew what it was and I told you imma keep this one,so if you like our little arrangement, you'll chill out and play your part like you been doing,iight?"

"I just get tired of being your second choice every time,you stay putting them bitches before me,and that shit hurt. Can't you see by now that I'm the one who understands you,I'm the one you can be yourself with, its been 4 years now and my life has been put on hold to cater to your needs,just because your afraid. I'm getting real tired of this Jason."

"I told you from the beginning how it was,you still made the choice to be here,so why you trippin now?"

"Cause I can tell this is deeper than all the rest of them,and I feel like you gone drop me for her."

"I'll never do that love, its gone always be me and you,you just gotta figure out how to deal with it, its real serious with her,hell I love the girl,but I love you too. Its just hard to be who you want me too be."

"One day I'm gonna get up the nerve to quit fuckin with you for good and when I do,don't say I didn't warn you."

"You can cut that bullshit you ain't going no where,you'll die trying... Look I gotta go she's coming I'll text you later if not I'll call you tomorrow. Okay?"

"Okay Jason. I love you!"

"Bye, I love you too!"

"Who you out here loving boyfriend"

" Oh um that was my grandma, she was just checking up on me. You look pretty!"

"Thank you, you look nice too."

"Thank you, Ja & Cyro coming out?"

"There they are right there, you sure you okay? You look a little frustrated."

" Nah ma I'm good, just hungry that's all."

"Me too a real girl could use some food right now." Janiya said as she and Cyro got into the backseat of Raven's Range.

"Well its only 7 minutes from here, we'll be there in no time children."

So I know y'all are probably pissed at me by now about that phone conversation a minute ago. I really can't explain myself,y'all heard it and it is what it is, I love two people and I can't help it, it wasn't intentional and I'm not trying to hurt Raven, long as things keep going smoothly she won't get hurt,she'll continue on being happy. I just got myself in a situation that's hard to walk away from now.

As we drove over to the spot we were having dinner at,I couldn't help but to feel bad, looking at her face it read nothing but happiness and I don't wanna be the one to change that.

" Why you so quiet over there boyfriend?"

"Oh no reason, I guess I just got my little sister on my mind,her moving to Alabama is kicking in."