Attack On Titan Fanfiction (Incomplete)

Chapter 12: Get Out Of My Damn Mind!

"What the hell is wrong with you..." He muttered, leaving Eren kneeling on the floor, his face flushed an impossible scarlet. Levi disappeared around the corner. Hiss cheeks went red as a pair of guys in Eren's year, he knew one of their names was Jean, laughed at him. They walked either side of him and Levi had to bite his lip to stop him from shouting verbal abuse at them to get them to go away. Instead he just ignored them. He was not a child, doing this sort of thing was what 12 year olds did, not 16 year olds... right? They were acting like kids, weren't they? He wasn't really sure, he didn't know how kids were...

"Alright faggot?" Levi gritted his teeth as Jean's friend elbowed him.

"Here, thought you might like this!" Jean piped up, shoving a poster in front of his face. It was coloured like a rainbow and was saying how homosexuality is evil. God knows where he got that poster. He waved it in Levi's face, making him angrier and angrier. After about a minute, Levi snatched it, screwed it up and slammed a hard punch into Jean's face. Now he felt like he was acting like a child... But Jean had deserved it in his opinion. Blood spurted out everywhere at the contact of Levi's fist and Jean's nose and splattered the wall.

"Oh, need a tissue?" Levi said sarcastically as Jean yelled and clutched his quickly bruising, bleeding nose. He shoved the screwed up poster against it hard, making him yell even more. "There you go!" Levi turned and left, leaving Jean sprawled against the wall with his shocked friend panicking. He could not be doing with this. He was having fights with himself daily. Every time he looked at Eren, he felt more attracted to the boy. It was maddening. He hated it. Yet another thing wrong with himself, it seemed that being gay was a horrific thing that should be punished. Levi didn't know much about religion or anything like that and had never studied that sort of thing... He just thought he was wrong and disgusting to find Eren attractive. SO did Eren find him attractive and just not care about the fact that everyone seems to think it's evil? He never really spoke to anyone so didn't know if it really was a bad thing or not, but Levi just treated it as yet another thing that is wrong with him. He hated it, he hated the way Eren made him feel, he was starting to really hate himself...

He went to his next lecture which was a maths lecture and all through it, all he could think about was Eren, Jean and his stupid friend. He glared at the desk and scribbled on paper to get his anger out. The lecturer had kept frowning at him, noticing how disturbed he seemed. Levi was always listening and desperate to learn for some reason but he seemed troubled by something. He just couldn't get that damn boy out of his head. Get out of my damn mind Eren!

When he headed back up to their room later, he just hoped Eren wouldn't be there. Levi just wanted to be on his own, he was fed up of pretending he didn't care, he just wanting to sit on his own and think. He couldn't face anyone right now. He sighed when he reached for their door handle and groaned quietly to himself when he saw Eren inside. He shut the door behind him.

"Hey Levi... I-I'm sorry about running into you..."

"Leave me alone Eren..." He grumbled and sat down on his bed.

(A/N:) Ok, so hopefully that didn't confuse you too much, it was Levi's point of view of the same scene as Eren had before their argument a couple of chapters ago, I hope you didn't get confused... Thanks for reading! :)