It wasn't you, it was me trying to find myself he said. But me and brooke are over now, l made a mistake and l want you back ! l look at michael and said you think that's all it take to win me back. Shit michael you broke my heart, and now you come back here and Oh i don't know expect me to be your rebound girl ahh michael. lt dosen't work that way, l'm sorry but........ Before l could finsh michael was kissing me with so much passion. He pulling back slowly with my face cupped in his hands. Look l love you he says. He looked at me with such pain in his eyes. A look l never got from any man. Michael l don't know,l don't know what you want me to say, l said while l was crying. Tell me you love me and everything we've done, all the lies and the hurt will disappear. Please tell me that there is still something from 3 years ago he said. l looked at him with tears falling down my face, and l looked down then back up at him. There was something there just isn't anymore. l pulled his hand from my face and walked to the door. Michael quickly turned me back around and put his hand on the door. LOOK ME IN MY EYES AND TELL ME YOU DON'T LOVE ME ! he started to cry. l looked into his eyes and wiped his tears. Michael please just don't do this l said. TELL ME !!! he said tears flowing down his face. He looked at me and explored my face with his eyes. He saw the all the hurt and all the pain in my eyes. He dropped his head. l took my hand to his chin and gently lifted his face back up. l don't know, l said looking into his teary eyes. l want to tell you l love you, but it's just to hard to say. He moved his hand from the door. I looked down to the floor. Please come back to me, he said while cupping my jaw with his hands. l'm sorry l can't you're hurt me to many times l said. PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME, he said with so much pain in his voice. l looked up at him and turned around to open the door. l walked halfway down the hallway when l heard. PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME LIKE THIS. I CAN'T BEAR TO LOSE YOU. TO SEE YOU IN THE ARMS OF ANOTHER MAN WILL DRIVE ME CRAZY BABY he screamed. l walked over to michael and l kissed softly on his lips with so much passion. Bye mike l'll never forget you, l said while walking away. mike just walked in the hotel room with so much pain on his face and in his heart. lt had been 2 months since l left him in the hotel room begging me to come back to him. Candice and l went to hawaii for vacation. When l got to the hotel and there l see a sign saying MICHAEL JACKSON INTOWN TO PERFORM. l was dreading running into him. 2 hours later there was a knock on my door. There was a hugh man with flowers and a note. l thanked him the man, l took the flowers and closed the door. l set the flowers down and read the note. The note read; Vanessa l'm really in love with you. l want you to come and see me tonight. l'm in room 1276 in this hotel. I love you michael. l threw the card in the trash and went out to the balcony and looked out at the beauiful ocean view. Suddenly there was another knock at my door. this time it was janet. Janet what are toy doing here? lf this is about michael l don't want to hear it, l said aggravated. Hun vanessa how could you leave mike like that? He told me what you said. l just crossed my arms as she was talking. Janet kept talking, you know he literally cried on the phone getting angry with me. l said l didn't want to see him. Vanessa he said that you don't love him anymore, janey continued. THAT'S BULLSHIT I NEVER SAID THAT. OF COURSE I STILL LOVE HIM ! l was just afraid of telling him so. l turned my head to the balcony and back to janet. look it's getting dark, you should get back to your room, l said to change the subject. As janet was getting ready to leave there was another knock at the door. You the hell could that be now, l'm thinking to myself. Of all people tonight l should have known it would be michael,and janet's help to set me up. l'll justleave you to alone she said with an evil smile on her face. When she closed the door, michael was just looking at me with heat and lust in his eyes. l'm thinking GOD HELP PLEASE...... Part 2 out soon.
