Why didn't you come to me?he asked. l looking down, l couldn't look at him. I'M WAITING FOR AN ANSWER? He yelled. l looked at him, l didn't want to l said. You really do hate me don't you?he asked still angry. Look you have to go l said getting a little angry. No not until l get a answer, michael edged me on. FINE I'II LEAVE! l yelled. l went out the door and went halfway down the hallway. l went downstairs into the lobby, it was empty. l turned around to find michael right behind me. TELL ME ! Tell me what l have to do so you'll stay, he asked with so pain in his voice this time.Can't you see l don't wanna walk away. he walked up to me and got down on his knees. He took my hands into his and said. Please vanessa don't do this to me. l love you he said crying. Igot down on my knees and took his face in my hands.Honey look at me, please look at me l said. He kept looking down, l pulled his face to look at me. Michael baby look at me l said. He looked into my eyes, ofcouse l love you, what made you think l didn't l said. Then marry me? he demaned in a soft voice. What? l asked shaking my head nervously. Marry me? l need you in my life. I can't stand to see anybody kissing you, touching you, and holding you all night long that should be me, he explained. I smile at him has he was tell me those reasons, how can l let him go, so my answer: Ofcouse l will marry you michael, l said. He leaned in and kissed me a few times. l love you michael, l love so very muchl told him. O.K. s o michael proposed to me a month ago and l haven't seen him in a month. l tried to keep in touch with him. But all l get is his voicemail. after a month of this, l was done with this shit. WHAT A ASSHOLE? tried to get me to come back to him, he proposes to me and then leaves me for a month. I came down the stairs, l hear a knock on my condo front door. l went to the door and opened it and there he is.... michael. l'm looking at him up and down, he has on a black tux. He just walks right in. He looked at me in the eye and says hi. I looked at him so very argry. l slapped him hard across the face, he turned his head to the side not looking at me. WHAT HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM? YOU PROPOSED TO ME AND THEN YOU LEAVE ME FOR A AFUCKING MONTH !! l yell. Look l'm sorry, michael said with his head down. SORRY! YOU'RE SORRY? You know whatall l hear is sorry from you and l'm really sickof your bullshit! lf you don't want me just tell me don't lean me on, and just turn your back on me. WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I AM? HUH? He looked at me, and saw the angry expression on my face. Vanessa, l have something to tell you he said.l love you very much, but over the this past month l 've been cheating on you with brooke, i't wasn't love. l't was just sex. He waited for me to answer. l took a deep beathe, and told him. YOU KNOW WHAT? I'M SO SICK OF YOU AND THIS GAMES YOU'RE BEEN PLAYING! GET OUT ! JUST GET THE HELL OUT, I CAN'T BELIEVE I TRUSTED YOU. I pushed him forcefully to the door. AND DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT COMING BACK TO ME. I slammed the door shut. I HOPE ENJOY THIS PART THE SECOND HALF OUT SOON!!!
