The special concert(joshler)

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               Tyler's pov

I miss josh so much. josh went to go visit his family for a few days he had offered me a chance to go but I declined. I need to think things through I need to figure out my feelings for josh because it's becoming to much to handle. We have know each other for the longest time and I have always had this pit in my stomach and a part of my brain was telling me that I had feelings for josh. I just kept on pushing to the back of my mind until it became to much to handle and that's why I'm here right now. Contemplating  on what I should do next I decided that I should probably get out of the house to help put me a little more at ease.So I walk around town till I see a small coffee shop with not very many people in it. I walk in and order my usual which is a regular coffee with sugar and milk. I sit there for a while and sip my coffee every so often until I go to take a drink and realize that I drank all of my coffee. I look at my surroundings surprised to see I am the only one in there besides the workers closing up shop. So I go up to the counter and order a tea to go and I walk out of the building. On my walk home I put in my earbuds and listen to some fob and p!anic. As I walk I enjoy the city lights and the beautiful stars once I make it home I take out my earbuds and strip down to boxers and get I bed and go on my phone till falling asleep. I don't know how I am going to survive these next few days without josh.