Bleeding Love (Shane dawson fanfic)

Part 6

*in Shane's bedroom*

My pov:

We walk into his room. "So whatcha think girl?" He says in a ghetto voice. "WHALE, I think it's fabulous!" I say back in a ghetto voice making him laugh. "Woah woah w-wait you half black like me?! YAY." He high fives me. "So what do u wanna do?" I ask. I knew I shouldn't have asked that concidering how dirty minded he is... But I am too so...lol. T"Whale girl there's me.you.da bed.and you gonna get da dick!" He tells laughing. "Shane your moms gonna come up thinking were... Never mind." I say rolling my eyes smiling. "Thinking were...?" He asks. He knows what I'm thinking. He just wants to hear me say it. "Does it please you when you hear new girls say bad things or something?" I ask. He laughs in a sexy voice. I sit on his bed. He goes onto YouTube an signs in on an account. "Lia you should make an account," he looks over at me. I shake my head. "Nah il just get dislikes... At least ur videos are cool." I smile. "You've seen my vids?" He asks. I nod in agreement. "Are you like a fan?" He asks. "Uh well sure actually when I was younger I had a bit of a crush on you..." He blushes. "Gurl you Cray did u not see that fat body of mine?" He asks. "You weren't fat, your amazing." I get up off his bed. "So how come you never freaked out when you met me?" He asks confused. "Well mr.celeb because I, well I.. Idk...you were the only person who didn't try to hurt me so..." I say looking at the ground. "Hey well guess what i would never hurt you I love you, and your my bestfriend." He says coming close to me kneeling down to my level kissing me passionately. He picks me up by my thighs and puts me on the bed lightly. He goes to his door and locks it and comes back towards me. He gets on top of me and starts kissing me even more making his way to my neck. "Shane-" I mumble. He starts kissing me towards my chest and I pull away. "Shane I'm sorry I can't..." I get up wiping a tear going down his stairs and out the door. "Lia!" I hear him yell from behind, except he keeps running towards me. I run to a big tree and sit alone until he comes and sit by me. "Lia I'm so sorry I didn't mean to make you feel that way please I don't even want to have sex until marriage.." He says. I look over at him. "I know Shane I know.. It's just... When I was little... My dad would lock me in my room with him and start kissing me.. I try to stop him but he just pins my wrists down and told me in exact words, 'you scream and I rape you'." I put my hand over my mouth crying. His jaw drops. He hugs me tightly. "I'm so sorry i would NEVER EVER make you do something you don't want to... And I know how it feels to have an abusive father..." He looks me in the eyes. "I know, and I'm sorry Shane I've seen your clogs about him... " I look away. "Yeah but I've never told anyone else about this..." I look up at him as he explains. "My dad would not only hurt me but... My mom an my brother jerid when he still love with us... I'd get slapped... Kicked..." He looks away. He turns back. "But I would never want to do that to someone else. Especially someone I love," he kisses me. "Shane I love you so much... You don't even know."

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Bleh so much drama! I'm not sure of any other creative ideas to add..so if u have an ideas please don't hesitate to coment!<3