LIFE

Memories

i have been through a lot

though some can out beat me

my life has its ups

but some are the downs.

i losed people i care about

focus less on me

Didn't give myself credit

but as i look at my memories

i see how strong i have been

and when i felt so weak

life is nothing but a game

some times i look at someone

they may never know it

i dont see their mistakes

i see great things and the good in them

but not with me

i blame myself

i blame me

i feel like a failure to my life

there isnt people who are willing

willing to come up and say hi

but as i look at my memories

i see all that i was

things that i cant believe i did

but im not like that

not the person in those memories

that's all they are

Memories

i lost

i suffered

i blamed

i doubt

thats all they look like to me now

but as i look at them harder

i lived

i survied

i fought

i conquered

i loved

those have a meaning in what i thought

i thought was a live of nothing.

memories

they bring back a peice of you

that you thought  wouldnt come back.