Im Better Off Dead(Part One)

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A/N: I dedicate this to QuietHorror o w o She had this idea and it was fucking GREAT! Woo. cx

Ricky's P.O.V

I was now sitting in the hospital sitting next to Y/N. She was laying there in a coma now. I was crying slightly too. Balz was patting my back, but I continued to stare at Y/N. I looked at them. I needed a moment.

"Could... I have a moment... With her... Alone?..." They all nodded and they all left. I looked back to her, then holding her hand. I kissed her hand and looked at her, closing my eyes.

"Y/N... I love you... Stay with me... I know you can't hear me... But I don't know if I would be able to live with myself if I knew you were gone... You are my everything. You, Y/N, are the person I want to  be with my whole life. You are perfect and it makes me want to cry so much knowing that you're in this position. And I promise you, I will stay with you the whole time you're in this position. I refuse to leave you, because again, you're my everything. And I refuse to let you slip out of my grip, and I promise you, my sweet Y/N, I will never let you go, as long as Im alive. With out you, I am better off dead." I kisses her hand again, as the tears continued to slip and go on her hand. The band came in and I looked back at them, then at Y/N. 

"How could this happen to someone so beautiful?.." They all looked at me. I only payed attention to Y/N. I love her. The rest of the time was me staring at her and the band talking about her and every so off me crying. Then visitation hours were over. I looked at the nurse.

"I refuse to leave her... Is there a way for me to stay the night with her?" The nurse nodded. 

"Family? Boyfriend? Husband? Friend?" I frowned.

"Friend..." She laughed lightly and I growled and she told me to sign out papers and shit. It was boring. But after a moment I heard Chris scream for me. I ran as quick as I could.

"R...Ri..Ri..Rick...Ricky..." She was awake, but it seemed like she was still half or more in the coma. Shit. I ran to her and held her hand, stroking her hair lightly.

"Y/N... It's okay... It's okay... Im here... I promise..." I saw her smile lightly and nod. God, did I miss that smile. It was so perfect.

"I know..." Her eyes opened lightly, and my eyes widened. Did she hear what I said?

"And I love you too...More then you could imagine..." I blushed lightly, then kissing her lips lightly. She was everything I needed. She kissed back, but I pulled away knowing she was still in the hospital and everything. She didn't need this. She needed better. A lot better.

A/N: Yaaay. Likey? If not, what ever. c:





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