Im Better Off Dead(Part two)

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 A/N: OMFG IM SO FUCKING SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED IN AGES AND I FEEL SO BAD I TOLD MYSELF TO UPDATE WHILE DRINKING MY HOT CHOCOLATE BUT THEN I GOT LAZY AND NOW IM SAD BC I HAVE NO HOT CHOCOLATE TO MAKE THE CHAPTER WITH AND OKAY I SHOULD PROBABLY STFU. Enjoy, ya'll.

Your P.O.V

I sat there after he pulled away and smiled. He held my hand and looked at our hands.

"You need better, Y/N. You need so much better..." My smile faded, squeezing his hand tightly, shaking my head. I needed him. He was NOT saying I need better. He was as good as I was going to get. I fucking LOVE him.

"You're fucking kidding, right? 'You need better'. That's nonsense. You're the fucking best you can get, Ricky. You know that, right? I don't even love you. I don't even know what's higher then love! Either way, it would be higher then that shit! Don't you ever say that! Ever!" Everybody stared at me like Im crazy, and for a fact, I am. I am crazy in love with Ricky, Ricky fucking Olson.

"Oh... Uh... Um..." Was all Ricky could spit out. I shook my head. This was nonsense. I sighed and slammed my head on my pillow. 

"That it, Rick?" Was all I said before I actually had to wipe my eyes when no one was looking. I couldn't beleive he said that to me! Like, oh my god, why?

Why didn't I die, though? I would have been better off dead. Not Ricky.

So why didn't I die?

A/N:OMFG FINALLY AN UPDATE. It was short, but it's here, isn't it?



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