A sad love

Chpt2

I text Tara I say hi. She responds hi I'm Tara. Hi so you understand how I feel like suicide and stuff. Yes do you cut. I send her a pic of my cuts. She says she does too and sends a pic. I send a selfie she does too. I say your pretty😊. She says thanks I know this is a bad time but you wanna go out. I say uhh yes. She gets happy yay. I say are you serious though. Yes I want you as my boyfriend. Really. Yes. I can finally crack a smile. She says the same. I say she is beautiful. She says thanks. I say I love you?She says yes I love you too lol. Yeah I love you. She says yay. A few days pass. We love each other very much. I ask do you still cut with me. Yes sometimes it's been better since you came into my life. Thanks baby we kiss. I love you baby. I love you too matt. I say baby I love you too much we have to promise not to cut. Ok baby I love you too much to lose you we should never cut again. Agreed we kiss. A few weeks pass. We get in a fight over nothing. She says it's because we barely talked all day she is at her friends she says she is dating a "dog". I text back I'm fucking sorry women goddamn I'm sick to my stomach something happened earlier that got me upset. Her friend got on the phone and says "quit being an ass if you love someone cussing isn't love even if your"sick". I say sorry I'm upset. It's Tara what happened she says . A KID FROM MY SCHOOL CALLED ME A SUICIDAL FAILURE TOLD ME TO HANG MYSELF YOU HAPPY. Oh baby I'm sorry I didn't know what happened. Oh your sorry wow. Babe I'm sorry I didn't know baby I love you. Hon I'm sorry too I didn't mean to make you feel so bad. I love you always baby. Baby did you cut when this happened. Yes. Baby no we had a promise. I know I'm sorry baby I love you too. I'm sorry I love you too much to lose you. I know I do too. Why do bad things keep happening ugh I love you baby are you mad at me. No baby I don't blame you at all I love you too. If you want you can yell at me to get rid of our anger. No baby never ever will I yell at you again. I love you. I love you too. The next morning , I'm goin to my friends again on Friday. Ok baby. Friday comes. Hi. Hi I'm at my friends. Ok Hailey still hate me. Yes baby. Omg why does she still hate me tell her what happened to me that night. Ok baby. She said she still hates you she doesn't care. Omg show her this pic of me cutting show her how I feel. Baby stop. No show her. Baby stop