I am Isabelle now, i used to be her, But i killed her.

   I'm not proud of who i used to be, but im getting ahead of myself now i have to go back farther all the way back to sixth grade.

    It started in sixth grade when all my old friends moved on and i was stuck there alone. I had no friends any more i was just completely and simply all alone my parents paid me no attention at home and everyone thought of my as the fat bitch that had no damn life. i came to school and there were rumors that i was pregnant and that i was aborting the baby. I had no life at school anymore. I had to go to the last resort and i had to become friends with the biggest looser in school, Dakota she was the girl no one even came 10 feet to if they coullp it she never bathed it looked like she cut her hair to look like a mans and she had anger managment problems. She was the only frind i had at the time.

             Then somewhere down the line  Satin came in to my life and brought his helper with him Jensyn she was the girl that  ruined my life for a long time.

    Jensyn was a girl that was considered an Emo  and decided to pick inicent me out of everyone as her pray. It worked too she pulled me in and didn't let go till i was hooked, see she influinced me into believing that life was the worst thing that existed and some drug would help so i was soon into crack  and then soon after she left me and started to ignore me and moved on to another pray yet she still had me on her chain making me run after her like a little lost puppy that had no home and was starving.

     She started paying no attention to me what so ever because had recieved two new prays that would do everything she would tell them to do which i wouldnt the teo victims names were Zie and Brooke they always did everything she did. But Zie did more, she didnt ever leave Jensyn's side even for a second. So soon after that occured Jensyn started to ignore Brooke also .

     Jensyn playing her twisted game came back running to me and Brooke  and leaved Zie alone for a while and got us into cuting our selves over and over, getting us into alchohol. Soon i could sleep at night unless i cried myself to sleep.

    Jensyn and Zie and Brooke all reunited and  left me to dangle so i moved to another table beacuse thos bitches were treeating me like shit and spread rumors  about me and told me i was a worthless piece of shit so i never went back to that table and got new friends but tthey were still not good friends  but i stayed there until i could find good people.

  The people i found help me find jesus and gave me a new perspective on life i quite doing eveything satins helped draged me into and now i can finally seep at night. With me new friends kendra bri  and nat