Not so perfect

This is me

I walk into school, and everyone thinks I'm perfect. I mean its not a bad thing I really don't mind that part, its the fact that they see a pretty, smart , popular , attractive girl and automatically thinks shes perfect and rich.

They don't know what i go through at home, they just see me. My face . I could be a total bitch, ugly , and dumb. Does that still make me perfect even if i still wear this pretty face? Or does it make me... dumb , weird , stupid , boring , etc .

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''Wake ya ass up" my brother yells up the stairs at 5:45 in the morning Tuesday January 13

I go on Instagram and Snapchat for 15 minutes

"shit i'm still in bed" I say to myself

I walk out my room with a purple tank top on and some black Nike sweats and some fuzzy ass socks.

I go straight to the fridge and grab a bowl of fruit and some milk.

FootSteps get louder and louder

"HEY SHITHEAD, how bout you pass me that straw" my brother Ethan yells

Me and Ethan are twins. Fraternal. though he's pretty handsome. We are best friends we've been through everything toghther.

   Mom walks in with a plate of pizza in her hand.

"Ethan , I'm tired of finding nasty shit like this in your room! Either clean your room or lose your room ".  She yells

I look at him and giggles

"Sorry ma , I'll clean it after school " he replies
She gives him a smirk and gently taps his forehead , while grabbing a strawberry out of my bowl.
"Get ready for school I have to leave earlier so your dad is taking you"
She leaves for work
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I walk back to my room with my bowl in my hand and I go to my closet and pick of my outfit for today.
I put out my purple and grey wind breaker from PINK Victoria's Secret and my light blue jeans with my grey Nike. I put my hair up in a ponytail because I feel lazy then usual today. Then I put on mascara and foundation and some baby lips then I head to the living room.

"You look... Teenager"?! My dad says
"Ha ok shush " I reply

"Where is Ethan "? Dad asks
"I don't know ill go check " I respond
As I walk back to his room I hear a loud crash
I walk in to see my brother on the floor bleeding.
"WHAT HAPPENED" I yell
My dad comes running in
I look at Ethan and I see a bone coming out of his knee.

I panic and everything turns grey...