Guys im having a breakdown right now knowing that im never going to meet anyone of the famous younowers cause i live in stupid freaki iowa that no one comes to😭i love them so much and all of these fans r getting the chances to tell them this and i will never even be able to say hi😭
I had a volleyball tourney this weekend so i couldnt right anything sorry
~~*Kams pov*~~
I wake up in the morning (then dab😂) and look up to Ashton jumping on me screamig at me to make him pancakes. After breackfast i get ready and change in to my volleyball uniform (pictured above, girl with brown hair but yellow jersey cause im lebero which is back row) We pick up Hunter and then the rest of them, including alexa who was home for the weekend, came later. On out way there we picked up my friend Nici (girl in blonde) and drove 2 hours to the tourney. I had about 30 minutes in between each game to see Hunter. Then we were in 2nd place out of 8 teams (actually happened) and then it was my turn to serve and it was to decide who wins and i turn around to look at Hunter for good luck but instead hes kissing some girl. I tear up and serve the ball which goes over so we had to play another game. We eneded up losing so we went down to 4th place😭 (actually ahppened) and then i run out and Hunter follows me. My eyes are teared up but i tell myself not to cry cause im 13 so it wont last anyway. I run to our "fort of food and blankets and vball stuff" and hug my friend Nici. She knows how much he ment to me and she saw him kiss the girl too. The funny thing is she is so ugly and mean and fat and cant play. Omg i can't believe i said that but its so true i dont get what i did wrong. (True tho theres a girk on my team who is so stupid everyone hates her and haes this type so im using her, oops hope she doenst mind😂) He runs over to me and tries explainig. All i could hear was my mind tellig me im a stupid idot who is worthless and shoudl die cause no one would care. (I come from parent swho had verbal and physical aggression so im basicly bipolar😁) He leaves and i just roll my eyes. Nici knows that i wasnt listening to me and shes like "kam, she came after him, she knows who he is, he loves you, he missed you, and he doesnt want thigs to change." Then she says "kam you have seen laila no one will try to kiss her" i started laughig and she wiped away my tears and i went to find him holding her hands. I run off again and this times it to the ice were Nicis brother was. Jackson was like a brother to me so i ran over and tackled him still crying. He started screaming at me for tackeling him so it made me cheer up a bit. Then Hunter finds us and runs to me...
