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Kams pov
So todays the party and i still feel like im dying but i want to make this special for everyone so i push theough it. I sit on my phone for a bit looking through twiiter and responding to people. I finally get up to Hunter helping Ashton and Brandon make breakfast. They soon finish up and we eat all of the food they made so we all made some for moms. When i went upstairs to get moms i fell to the ground and realized i couldn't hide the pain anymore. I yell at my mom telling her we need to go to the hospital and she knew exactly what I meant. Hunter and Brandon are confused and Ashton just starts crying not knowing what to do. We get to the hospital and we go in right away. Everyone had to step out besides my mom, because i had to change and get my stomach examined. By now i was used to the jell and the doctors knew it was back. The worst living thing. She looked down at me and knew she didnt have to say anything so she didnt. Doctors raced in and ran me across the hospital to a hazardous room. Hunter was full on sprinting and crying not knowing what was happening. He was running beside me holding my hand and before we get to the elevator i told him " Hunter you need to let go, have that party and ill be fine. I promise. You cant get sick so stay away from me and have that party with everyone including Brandon and Ashton. He starts crying more and pleading to cancel the party and I resist. He does anyway and my mom calls Liv and tells her. Livs mom drives up to the hospital and she sits agaisnt my door since i told her she couldnt come in. In my head i know im a monster. Im causing others pain. Causing sickness. Taking the care away from another kid. Im selfish. Im not worth the cost and time to save me. I soon fall asleep telling myself im not worth it. I wake up to see a girl who strangely looks like me, with my mom crying her eyes out then Hunter and everyone else runs in crying. Im confused, as the machine blares a sound as if the girls dead. I walk to the other side seeing the doctors trying to keep her alive and see that the girl is me. I tell myself repeatedly to stay alive, they need me and that they love me. Then i think about what im saying and realize that i am loved and i affect so many people that i cant leave. The machine stops blarinng and my eyes flash white then to them staring at me. "What! Why are you staring at me!" I say. Hunter pulls his self closer to me and cuddles me whispering "We almost lost you Kam, the machine said you were dead." He cries more and i kiss his cheek saying "Did you feel that, im not dead im with you and i love you. Im not leaving you yet." Brandon runs to me and hugs me for the longest time, then Ashton comes over, jumps up to sit on me and Hunter telling me i cant leave him. Christine and my mom come over lastly saying that i can go home but i will have to be more careful about my health. We get out of the room and my body isnt allowing me to walk after being in a coma so Hunter carries me from our room to the car. On the way back Hunter rides with me and my mom, holding my hand the whole time not letting go. Its like if he let go of my hand he would lose everythig just like that, like it was the only thing keeping him from drowning in an ocean. From then on i vow to treasure the ones who love me and to treasure the haters for pushing me to be the strongest i am, because they all made me stay alive and prove them that i can beat my sickness.
This made me so happy that ive been free from c-diff for 2 years but i dont want to jinx it now. Thanks for the 200 views and your support of this story. Ill try to update at least 1 a week. Kisses to my bishes- Christine Rowland😘
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