SΣX ΩR DIΣ

Morning

Doing the same thing as yesterday the usual,getting up,taking a shower,fixing my hair,then getting dress,you know it.When I went to the shower kind of started thinking of the dream I had,why dreampt of him?,is there going to be a future for us?,I doubt it though.Rodriguez is a teacher and im a student,things are going to be hard for us,does he really even like me or he just thinks im attractive and only wants to fuck?,well if he wanted to have sex probably already had done it in the bathroom yesterday but didn't.

My mom was awfully quiet,this was not good,didn't even check up on her like always,whats wrong with me?,I can't just forget about parents,no matter how harsh they be to me.My father,haven't heard from him neither,he atleast calls everyday to see what we been up to,so yeah my parents are not together but me and mom have communication with my dad.

I went to check on her and she looked like she wasn't breathing,got me so fucking scared  that scream at her to see if she wake up atleast,imagine you seing you're loved one or parent that looks like he/she is dying,anyone will scream right?...

Mom : What the hell are you screaming at me for!?
Brittanya : Mom you scared me,I thought you're breathing had stopped and you had died
Mom : If I had died,wouldn't even answer you
Brittanya,which you didnt so
Mom : What time is it?
Brittanya : Well I just came out of the shower and its 5:25 am
Mom : Mm okay,when you leave let me know
Brittanya : Yeah

So I got in my room and closed the door,this time didn't lock it.I was actually thinking of telling her what happend to me with the bus yesterday but since I want this to be a normal morning well don't really want to mess it up.I decided to look up my calender to see if I had any plans but there was nothing,so I just looked at todays date,September 6 2015.

Got out a red almost transparent panty and a black sexy bra with red designs,still have to wear a uniform like the old school type,that never changes.

Made my hair again the same hairstyle,usually can't be putting it like this because it bores me.Anyways continue to get dress until I was finished,wasn't sure to leave my tentacle sex toy here,mom sometimes checks up my room like in a nossy way,left it home but put it in one of my junk draws we're my clothes supposly should be.So I take my bookbag and look for some kind of snack to take with me,found yellow and red apples,kiwi,orange,banana,Kellogs bar,cheerios,frosted flakes,peanutbutter,jelly,vanilla and strawberry yogurt.So yeah it was hard for me to pick something to take,just took a Kellogs bar and a vanilla yogurt.

Once I get to school may have to eat the yogurt because really don't like it when is warm.Got the keys and im ready to go,let my mom know I was leaving which she didn't like me going out side at this time because there is still no sun light,so its like very dark,started to think that why am I leaving at this time?,I mean didn't the bus exploded and shit?,will the school be able to have someone new as a bus driver to pick the students up one day to the next?,was it all an illution I had?.Now really im getting weirder,try to ignore my crazy thoughts and went outside...

Brittanya : Mom im leaving,its already 5:50 am
Mom : Is to early,don't leave now
Brittanya : Mom its a wonderful morning okay,just that the sun is still sleeping,something like what you do all the time
Mom : It just scares me that you have to go at dark,you know how things are in these days
Brittanya : But I know what to do when something happends,keep calm
Mom Okay,love you
Brittanya : Yeah sure

Got out and mom closed the gate while looking at me leaving to get to the bus stop.