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Getting Prepared

It was like any other day.I got up from my bed at 4:00 in the morning to be able to take the bus at 6:00 am.I put on my short black pijama pants and my grey shirt with no sleeves.So yeah I was sleeping only in my pantys and my breast are out shown.
I lock my door so my mom wont think awkward about me,all though she sleeps like that too.It gets pretty hot in my house by the weather,I guess thats why we sleep like that.

I opened the door,and walked barefooted towards the hallway to go to the bathroom,really dont like to wear my slippers,rubbed my eyes to see better,turned on the light and placed my butt to the toilet,pee is what I had to do.Actually stood there for about 5 minutes because I was in a daze and when finished,got up and went into the shower.

This shit was cold,so I scream a bit and continue to turn the twisty thing of the shower until it got warm.I had been there for an hour just thinking on what to do with my hair but really dont know why because I will just finish doing the same hairstyle as usual.

Finally I got out of the shower,took a big yellow towel so it can wrap my whole body around and went walking thru the dark hallway shivering of coldness,went inside of my room and stared at my mom while she was on her bed which I thought she was sleeping but I kept looking at her and she wasn't.It was like she was asleep but awake.She had her eyes open staring at me like shocked,almost naked and with her headphones on.

I really saw this weird but I continue to get myself in my room and lock the door.To tell the truth I was not scared,so yeah it was odd that this had happend really dont know why.

Anyways I had taken off the towel I had on me and placed it on top of my bed and for some reason I stared at myself at the mirror just looking at my long brown curly hair.It was about in the middle of my back,wishing in my mind to have it longer.

Have to admit that I dont like what I see in the mirror.I am a bit fat,have a color tan in my skin with brown eyes and im kind of like an emo combined with goth style so this actually made me feel low on myself.Thank God I have good friends who accepts me for who I am.

I got my black bra,black pantys,white socks,white shirt,school jumper wich was blue with white,black school shoes,black earings that were shaped as a spiked ball and my dark makeups.Put gel in my hair so it can stay curly even more and just let my right side of my hair go over the left and done,so the part of my hair can cover my left eye.

I got dress and makeup myself and done,have to say that its always hard for me to put on the shirt because of my tits they get on my way,sometimes I thought of having an operation to take a bit of my breasts off but then I think of it well and I be like forget it.So my LG phone was charging all night.Kind of weird that it didn't explode or burn while I was sleeping.I Unhooked it and put my phone in my black purse next to my headphones inside.

Yes im ready,done getting prepare,checked the time it was 5:55 already and the sun was not out.I got my keys,open the gate of my house and told my mom I was leaving.She got up not knowing were she was in that moment and said "Be careful,I love you".

I waved bye to her and started to walk,it was dark and quiet.This is not something you see everyday.