Journal of a Lonely Man

Journal Entry 1

Hi I'm Nick I am a mostly nice person I love to laugh and make other people happy and I've been told that I'm a very trustworthy person and a good friend. I know a lot of people because I like getting to know people even though I'm a little shy but my closest friends help me get through that those are the friends that I can trust my life with. I have also been told that I'm too trusting and in some cases there right. What makes me happy is when I make other people happy but in all that I'm not too good at getting a good truth full girlfriend. So I would say is I'm kinda of a uplifting person but I do get mad like other people but I don't like being mad at people. I'm not proud of all the things I've done but for the things I've done right it makes me happy to look back on those memories.

I had a friend well I don't even know if we aren't friends anymore but she has become different that when I first knew her that long ago yes pre school. I have known Madison since pre school you could say that we grew up together. But now I barely even see her and when I do I don't say hi to her like I use to maybe because I've become invisible to the one person who has known me all my life but when I look back to my memories of her it just makes me sadder. If some one like that can change how about my other friends will they change and act like I'm invisible I mean the only way to understand this is to ask another girl. Boys don't understand girls they are so complex only another girl can understand a girl and I can only trust one girl with this.

Well that's all for today bye Sincerely Nick

This book is being made out of some feelings so this one might get chapters faster.