I laughed as I headed out to the stage getting ready for the DJ to announce my name. I may not be like my girl Tashi but I can move my ass. “Alright Alright now! Coming to the stage is none other than the bubble butt babe herself BUBBLES!” The DJ announced as I strutted out. I worked my hips around the pole the bent over in front of the crowd. I took off my bra. I then jumped up onto the pole and a slid down with my legs wide open. I then ripped off my own panties and throwing them out into the audience. They went crazy. “Ooh Bubbles is Bucket Naked! Throw that hoe an extra buck.” the DJ yelled. I made my ass clap and then my song was over. I picked up my money and exited the stage I passed by Red and she smiled as she headed to VIP. I swear that bitch always on her grind but I ain’t mad at her.
I decided to head on home since it was kinda a slow night for me. As soon as I walked out I swear I could hear someone right behind me. It was kinda like someone was following me. “Hello” I called out into the darkness. I thought I saw rustling but I just ignored it and got into my car. This is like the fifth time that has happened to me this month. I didn't know what it was but I just tried to get over my paranoia but it keeps eating at me. Once I walked into my condo I went to got take a shower. As I washed away the sweat I looked over my body at the small cut under my tit. I sighed thinking back to how it happened.
Flashback
“Rome get up off me!” I yelled to my boyfriend. “Naw, I thought I told your ass to be here on time!” He said ripping off my shorts. “I had to finish school Rome! Get off me please I will never be late again” I cried. “Not till you learn to respect your man!” he said thrusting himself into me HARD. I punched him in the gut making him keel over and I ran to the kitchen. Before I could get a weapon he grabbed me by my arm and yanked me down to the ground. “Bitch!You lost your damn mind if you think you gone run from me”he said with a knife in hand. I really thought he was gonna end me right here, But instead he just cut me deep right under my breast. I screamed out in agony as it burned. Rome then grabbed my hands and pinned them over my head. He began thrusting into me as hard as he could making me cry out. The scar under my breast burned as the sweat off Rome's body got into it. I stopped struggling and just let him have me. I stopped crying out and just silently wept on the kitchen floor. Once he was done with me he got up, but before he left he kissed my forehead and said he loved me and I betta not ever be late again. Then left me on the floor silently crying.
End of Flashback
snapping my self back into reality I glanced at the small cut again seeing how small it had gotten from the former gash it was. I sighed again and got out the shower. I put on a giant T- shirt and then crashed because I was tired.
I was all of a sudden waken from a deep sleep by a crash coming from my kitchen. I grabbed a bat from my closet and headed for my kitchen. “Who is it?” I called out before turning the light on. All I saw was a empty kitchen until I looked on the counter. It was a lace bra of mine with a knife through it. That shit scared me so bad I dropped the bat. “Miss me baby” said a voice from behind me. Oh shit why did I drop the bat?!? I know that voice from anywhere. I slowly turned around to see my crazy Ex-Boyfriend Rome. “Don't just stand there all wide eyed give me a hug Keisha ,or should I say Bubbles?” he said coming closer to me. I backed up. “Aww babe what's wrong? Don't you miss your boyfriend that you sent to jail for 6 years?” he said emphasizing the six years. “Why are you here?”I said. “Well ain't it obvious?I came to get back what's mine. And baby that's you.”he said walking closer to me but I again backed away. But this time I backed up onto the bat and slipped. He then got on top of me, making me cringe. “Get off me Rome!”I screamed. “Damn, don't this bring back memories? Makes me wonder , you still got that scar under your tit?” he questioned. Trying to raise my T-shirt. “Quit it Rome! And get out my house, fore' I call the police on you!” I said trying to push him off me but he was super heavy. “Aww forreal Ke Ke? You would do that to me again? To bad too, I was hoping we could get back to together.” he said. “There is no way in life I would ever get back with you! You crazy Son of a bitch!” I said. “No way in life huh? How bout in death then? Will you love me again then”he said pulling out a knife. Oh God this dude is really gonna kill me. “Say you love me Keisha!”he yelled to me drawing back the knife. “I don't love you! Not anymore Rome”I said never once backing down. Just because I'm about to die don't mean I gotta lose my dignity. “Ight then” he said then stabbing right in the heart.
I woke out of a dream screaming like I had actually been stabbed. I let out a long breath. “Not another one” I said to myself getting up and heading to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror to see bags under my eyes. I hate having these dreams. Their either about my abusive ex boyfriend Rome or my father. I swear, they have caused me so much shit. I went into the living room and picked up a cigarette. All the stress has driven me to smoke. Usually I wouldn't smoke unless it was a blunt but all my stress drives me to it. I really hated it but this is just what my life is and I gotta get over it.
