CONNOR'S POV~
I don't understand, I loved her I would have done anything for her. How could she, WHY would she do this to me. Just chuck me out as soon as she gets bored and start making out with the nearest hunk she can find. I trusted her with well everything and this is how she treats me, I'm sick of girls doing this to me I just, I really need a break. I can feel the tears coming my attempts to blink them away fail and the tears start to roll down my cheek, I bury my face into my pillow sobbing. It's my fault isn't it, it's always my fault I always mess up my relationships, i move to fast, I fall to in love. I can't help it.
I really thought that Maddie and I were meant to be together she made me happy, I could barely control my smile when we were with each other, but now smiling is the last thing on my mind.
I look up the tears in my eyes blur my vision a little.
"I just want someone to love me" I say softly to myself "is that to much to much to ask?"
