I think they can tell, Grant and Megan. They're always giggling and whispering when I'm with Troye, is it really that obvious I have a crush on him? I shrug it off as I see them both making there way towards to me, I pick up my pace and walk towards them, meeting them halfway. "TROYEEE"'Megan yells with a big smile on her face, I laugh.
"WHAT?" I yell back mocking her overexcited voice.
"So you know how Sean was having that party tonight?" she asks me, I nod as she continues to speak. "Yeah well, we got invited" she sais very enthusiastically, a big smile growing across her face. I smile back.
"How are we getting there?" I ask whilst walking to my next class.
"Bean's going so he can take us" she sais running up beside me.
"Oh cool, Troye's coming to my house this afternoon so he'll come as well" I say before turning into the classroom. I can feel them looking at each other, I turn around to see them both with smug smiles, "Whatttt?" I say rolling my eyes.
"Oh nothing, it's just that you two have been spending allot of time together and the way Troye looks at you is so cute" they say partly in unison.
I blush "pfft what're you walking about?" I ask whilst blushing like crazy. The teacher silences the class. Saved by the teacher I think that's a first.
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The final bell rings signalling the end of the day, I wait outside the front of the school for Troye and finally, after almost everyone had already left and the thought of leaving had crossed my mind more than a few times he comes running out. "Jeez took you long enough" I grab his hand " hurry we need to get home we're going to a party tonight " I say pulling him down the road.
"Ooo a party" he asks sounding worried "where at?"
"This guy in our year Sean, you've met him right?" I ask letting go of his arm. Instead of answering he just nods "it'll be fun don't worry" I pat him on the back "they'll be heaps of girls there" I say laughing awkwardly. He stops walking ,fiddling with his bag strap.
"Connor I need to tell you something, now, before we get to close" he tells me. It sounds like he's scared, I turn around to face him.
"What is it?" I ask him in a quite soothing tone. He looks down at his shoes.
"I'm gay" he tells me not looking up. I need so say something, comfort him tell him about what I've been thinking. But I can't, nothing comes out until finally, I blurt it out.
"ME TOO" I yell in his face acciedentally yelling in his face, his eyes widen and I clear my throat "me too" I say again quietly. Troyes face lights up and he launches himself into an embrace.
"Thank god, I thought you would hate me" he sais squeezing me tight.
"Never" I reply, embracing the hug "never ever" I finish off. We stand there hugging for a little longer but I break away "c'mon we need to get home soon, Bean's going to pick us up" I tell him with a smile.
"You have a friend called Bean?" Troye asks me.
"No no his real name is Brandon but everyone calls him Bean because when ever he's on the buss he always gets car sick and basically turns as green as a bean" I inform him laughing
"Aweee" he sais, laughing with me "poor thing." We walk in silence for a little, out hands brushing again, one thought going through my head "should i gab it" I reach down a little further but he moves his arm up pointing up at my house. "Hey Connor, is that your house" he asks before smiling.
"Yeah that's it" I answer opening the front the gate and signalling for him to walk in first "home sweet home". I open the door walking in with Troye closely following me.
"Wow it smells so good in here" Torye sais looking around the lounge room pointing at the candles "that could be why" he sais, I nod and laugh.
"C'mon let me show you my room" I say before dropping my bag down in the kitchen and running up the stairs. I turn my head around to see Troye following me, his hair sometimes flopping over his face, his brown curls, so cute. I stop, turning around fully so I'm facing him and I look into those eyes, those gorgeous eyes. I lean in further my face just infront of his, I move his hair away from his face so I can see everything, all his beauty. Troye giggles and grabs my hand, holding it tight, making me blush. Troye leans in further this time, closing his eyes but before anything happens he breaks away.
"Uhm, so where's your room" Troye sais, dropping my hand and looking past me.
"Oh" I say, slightly broken "just up here let me show you"
