Love decay, love cast away
It was a mistake not to tell Tarja about him being a vampire but how could he? She would have been very scared of him and he would never be able to see the mortal woman again. Why was his destiny to live forever?
Words crumble into dust
"Tarja,I'm sorry. I did not know how to tell you." Tuomas said as he floated inside her house as a cute little bat.
"Get away from me you bloodthirsty thing! You are not the Tuomas I love, you are a monster." she shouted and threw a book after the bat but she missed Lord Tuomas by an inch. "Mortals are complicated." he thought and now remebered that he could never be close to her without feeling the desire of biting her and drinking the blood of this mortal angel.
Skin to skin
Tuomas converted to his vampire self and laid his hand on Tarja's shoulder. "Listen,sweetheart. I have never loved anyone as much as I love you and I have already lived for 1239 years." he said and caressed her skin without feeling the need of biting her. It was the first time he was alone with a human and did not feel the urge of biting.
You're innocent but who am I to trust
"You are cute but Tuomas, I am scared. What if your vampire side will take over? I do not want you to kill me for my beating heart which pumps blood through my veins." she sighed and remembered her ex who used to hit her when he was drunk. Would she ever find a normal man?
I feel the blow to turn around
Make love revive just one more time
"I would never do anything to you. you mean the world to me." Tuomas said and caressed her thigh which was halfway covered by her short skirt. "Okay...let us give it a try. I would never say that if you were not the only man who truly loved me in my life. 38 years is not as long as yours but quite a while for a mortal creature like me." Tarja said and gave in to him. He would have tried over and over again.
Can we be creatures of the night
I am bound to live forever
I'm alive enough to sense you
Why am I hiding
Are we only dying
Tuomas kissed Tarja passionately and loved the feeling of this beating thing in her chest. How did humans call it again? Ahh, it was her heart, the most wonderful feeling he ever felt as she was pressed against him. Slowly his hands caressed her back underneath her blouse. Her skin was warm and soft while his was could and icy.
Your breath of life
I feel your warmth like sunshine on a rock
Sin by sin
the clothes disappeared and Tuomas could not believe it. A gorgeous and almost naked woman sat on his lap. He caressed her soft chest and always enjoyed the feeling of her beating heart. She was truly alive while he only lived. He already saw everything, pleasant and unpleasant things. His hands caressed the woman's soft breasts and made her let out a quiet sigh.
You're innocent and who am I to trust
I don't know how to turn this page
Tarja caressed the icy upper body of the vampire. She enjoyed the closeness but somehow she did not know what would happen. One small wound or drop of blood anywhere on her body could make him desire her blood more than anything but the lust overtook Tarja as he carefully pulled her panties down.
Make life revive, some day it ends
Can we be lovers in the light
Tuomas kissed Tarja's bare body and enjoyed seeing the beauty of her naked body. It was dark but he saw her but she couldn't. It was too dark for mortals to see but Tarja was not scared and pulled the boxers of the vampires down and caressed the bulge it hid before.
I am bound to live forever
I'm alive enough to sense you
Why am I hiding
Are we only dying
I am cursed to love in darkness
I'm alive enough to touch you
Why am I breathing
Am I only dying to crumble into dust
Suddenly Tuomas' hand grabbed through Tarja and he could not touch her anymore. He was scared but soon he remembered that his definition of time was not the same as hers. All of it was a memory of a hundred years ago. The love of his life has already passed away a century ago. Everything that remained were memories and soon he realized that it was the perk of being immortal.
Why am I thriving
Why am I denying
Why am I longing
It was the best time of his life. He went through horrors like the world wars, crisises concerning his former countries of residence and personal problems but all of them were nothing against what happend now. He lost his reason to live but there was no way to change it because he can't die.
I feel the blow to turn around
Make love revive just one more time
Can we be creatures of the night
Maybe he could cast a spell on her so she would come back to live? Could he try traveling in time?
I am cursed to love in darkness
I'm alive enough to touch you
Why am I breathing
Am I only dying to crumble into dust
He had nothing more to lose and cast the spell which caused Tarja's ghost to stand right in front of him in one of the beautiful full moon nights she always loved.
"Tuomas?"
"Tarja!" he said and tried kissing her but it was impossible. She was a ghost, unable to change the real world.
Are we only dying
Crumble into dust
"I'm dead... you can't touch me. I wish you could..." she sighed. Kingdom come was amazing but she was without him because he was damned to live forever.
Love decay
The spell only lasted for a few minutes and then she vanished again. He sunk together on her grave,the place where he spent all night watching over it and starved but it did not kill him. Only a werewolf could. Why did no one do it?
