Pain (Harry Styles FanFiction)

Chapter 4

                 
The trip to Jase's cabin was fun, the lake was too cold to even dip my legs on. We would tell Jase ghost stories to scare him off. Sleep on the roof under the visible stars. We stayed there for around 4 days until we got bored, well obviously since in was in the middle of nowhere.

I told my grandparents that I wouldn't be around for new years since I'm spending it with some friends and they understood because they weren't staying here on New Years anyways, they were planning to go to Italy for some old people thing. Josie isn't staying either; she's going to this New Year countdown party thing with her boyfriend Jackson, I haven't talked to her since the day we came here, well we never really talked anyways. She was always to busy with that man-whore I hated so much.

We rented this yacht where we can all stay. It's 3 story yacht, inside it there is 5 bedrooms, 6 bathrooms, 4 decks, a kitchen, living room and a Jacuzzi.

Since we were staying at St. Barth's for 6 nights I packed 4 bikinis, 2 one piece, 3 cover ups, my new year's attire, 2 sandals and 6 pajamas.

Soon we arrived at st. Barths and it's the 28th. We unpacked our things and checked out the yacht. Its so dope. After that we decided to chill by the second floor deck where it was covered by comfy sofas. We all chilled there and the flight wasn't that bad and I'm not tired. It wouldn't take long to adapt to the time zone here. I just need to force myself to sleep on my sleeping hours.

"The weathers great! I can't wait to work on my tan, the staff said the best place to tan is the 3rd floor deck!" Jason squealed while scrolling through Instagram.

"Yeah I know, so guys tomorrow we'll see Kendall and I think she'll come by for dinner today." Natalie looking over at the both of us.

"She's already here?" I ask wondering about her. Shes such a goddess, so beautiful and I haven't met her but I just hope she's not like a 'bitch' as what the media says.

"Yeah she came 2 days ago with her friends I think." Nat grabs her phones and takes a picture of the view.

"Are there boys?" Jase raised his brows.

"Maybe, she didn't mention any names. She never mention names. She mentioned that she's going with her boyfriend and her friends which are coming on New Years Eve's day." She says going through the pictures she just took.

"Oh." I took my camera out and took epic pictures of the 3 of us. It soon was late and I decided to call Mother to see how she was going. I was concerned for her because shes left alone. How about if dad came again? What is he came to beat her? I'm just getting paranoid, our apartment is secured with all kinds of security system, there is no way he can pass through that.

He was never the father any daughter could ask for, He was a drunk abusive father. I remember when I was four years old and it was Christmas day.

*Flashback*

We were all surrounding the Christmas tree, waiting for mummy and daddy to come down. There was a lot of presents waiting to be opened. Josie and I couldn't hide out excitement because every child loves presents.

"Hi girls, Merry Christmas!" Mummy embraced us both in her arms. She was wearing her gown.

"Mummy what's wrong, Have you been crying?" Josie looked at mummy; her eyes were puffy and watery.

"No mummy hasn't been crying." She put on a fake smile trying to hold back her tears

"Mummy where's daddy?" I asked, he's not here right now with us..

"Uh baby he will be here soon." She wiped her tears away and told us to open the presents. We got a lot of toys from mummy and daddy. I think daddy is busy right now, maybe hes buying us more toys.

"Where were you? Its Christmas!" Mummy screamed at daddy when he walked into house.

"Daddy!" Josie and I ran into daddy's arm and he smelt very bad. I don't know what it is but I didn't like it.

"Hi girls!" Daddy kissed our cheeks and we followed him into the living room.

"I need to talk to you in the kitchen Tom." Mummy strictly told daddy. Why is mummy angry?

"Dammit, you always have to ruin the day." Daddy said to mummy as he got up and walked into the kitchen. Mummy and Daddy where shouting and Josie and I were crying because we were scared.

"Josie why are they fighting?" I cry to Josie.

"I don't know Anna but-" She was cut off from the sound of tears and screaming . Josie and I ran into the kitchen door and he was kicking her in the ribs. Daddy was hurting mummy.

*End of flashback*

I flinch from that memory, Father has always been abusive. He always hurts her. I can never have a good relationship with him, I heard Josie met him and he've sobered up. Bullshit much? That man cannot sober up. I can never forgive him for what he did to her. Mom never talks about him and we also try our best not to talk about him infront of her.

I called mother and she answered after the second ring. I was relieved to hear a familiar voice. She tells me she's doing great and that she will be with Grandma in Italy.

I soon decide that I needed to take a nap and I go to my room. Trying hard to fall asleep in this beautiful room but until now I can never sleep properly without having nightmares of Father beating her. Wishing I had dreamless sleeps instead of one that haunts me. 

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Author's note

that picture that i added, that's annabelle 

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xx, A&L