Pain (Harry Styles FanFiction)

Chapter 8

*3 month later*

It's been turning out well this year; besides the hate I get from Harry's fans and the constant rumors of Harry and I dating. Like I would see my self all over the media and magazines. That's the only thing I hate from this year actually. I mean now I know how it feels to be famous, you get stalked everyday. That New Years at St. Barth's was the first time I was on the media. It escalated quickly like they found my name and all that. The time I saw my name on the media was 'Natalie Grayson all alone. Zayn Malik, Gigi Hadid, Hailey Baldwin and Justin Bieber, Annabelle Marie and Jason Worthington a couples new year except Natalie how sad?' I kept one laughing at it because someone actually thought Jase was straight, so I went on twitter and tweeted 'Dating Jason is just the same as liking the same gender 'laughs'" then everyone stopped saying Jase and I were a couple but then that was better than people saying Harry and I were a couple because at least I didn't get a lot of hat when they thought I was dating Jase. I went from 5k followers to almost 200k just because people that had millions of followers tagged me a lot. I got a lot of hate just because Directioners actually believes that I'm dating their 'man'. I hate being known by a lot of people. All the rumors, hate. Like I actually have people taking photos of me when I walked down the street and the worst of it all are the paparazzi's oh god I hate them. I used to judge famous people so easily but know I understand. I'm actually now in Wikipedia known, as a 'Socialite' meaning is someone who spends a lot of time in fashionable social circles. A person who gets invited to all the best parties and says yes to all of them. When you talk to other people, you're being social. A socialite is a person who loves being social, especially in circles that are in the public eye.

Yes, I actually am a Socialite. I'm actually thinking about being a model, I've been asked to model for a lot of high-fashion brands but I'm still thinking if I should or not. Kendall and Nat are actually persuading me.

I stayed in contact with Kendall and especially with Harry. Their actually part of our little squad I guess. I'm actually having a great time in London so I decided to extend my stay here. I'm actually meeting up with Harry and Kendall today for lunch because they're both at London at the moment. They've actually called it quit because Kendall doesn't have time to date. Harry, well his always free that's why we hang out very often and Kendall have castings, photo shoots, runways walks and her appearance on 'keeping up with the kardashians'. Their schedule just doesn't have space for dating and relationships in their position are always a risk taker.

I woke up by the sound of my alarm waking me up. It was 10 am and I went downstairs to the kitchen to eat breakfast. I really felt like a fruit salad today. I crawl out of bed and went through my social media, ignoring all the hate and appreciating all the love. After about 10 minutes of going through my phone I head downstairs and go to the kitchen and there was Jackson sitting at the breakfast table probably waiting for my stupid sister.

"My grandma made it clear that your not allowed in the house." I crossed my arms looking at him.

"Tell your sister that." He smirks, I decide on ignoring him and letting him stay there because making a fuss with him will just cause conflict with my sisters. I make my breakfast ignoring that the fact that his there just a few meters from where I am.

"So your like famous now?" he says. I ignore his question.

"So your like famous now?" he repeats.

"No." I say because if I don't say anything he'd repeat it until I die.

"Well your all over the media, your like slutting yourself all over Harry Styles." He says.

"Excuse me?" I turned around to face him.

"Yeah well it does seem like it, you know we could be friends." He smirks; I feel disgust.

"So a few months ago, you tell me not to talk to you, that I'm an annoying bitch that couldn't mind my own business and now your being kind to me and saying we could friends just because I'm known by more people?" he nods. Bitch.

"You're a pathetic son of a bitch! Go fuck yourself asshole!" just when I say that Josephine comes in.

"What the hell did you just say to him?" she says giving me a death glare.

"Oh, my dear sister Josephine. I was just telling your boyfriend how sweet and kind is." I say sarcastically as I leave the room grabbing my fruit salad that I just made.

"What a bitch." I hear my sister say as I leave the kitchen.

I actually really do hate her now, like the longer she's with him, the worst she gets and once he breaks her heart she'll come to me asking me to forgive her and once she forgives her boyfriend she goes back being a bitch. I just let it go and pretend that my morning was going well.

I decide to give her a taste of her own medicine, I walk back to the kitchen throwing the fruit salad I made to Josephine.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?" she shouts.

"ARE YOU SERIOUS ASKING WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME? Josie go fuck yourself. You don't respect anyone in this house. Fuck you!" I walk out of the room. Jackson changed my sister. When he came back into the picture she became ruder towards people.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE

ok so thats Josephine.