in front of a microphone

One

FLASHBACK

"its gonna be okay mom please just breathe" i screamed through the hospital room doors as nurses held me back and doctors rushed into the room.
"her hearts shutting down doctor" a nurse practically yelled
"we lost her' the doctor said with sadness,
"time of death 2:00 pm on october 21 2015" the nurse stated while everyone left and Mrs.White and Mrs.Dale took my hands leading me to a waiting room.
"now sweetie the doctors gonna unhook you mother and write down some stuff to record bu then you can go in to say you goodb- to let her know you love her and youll see her again.

PRESENT DAY

Geometry ah worst class ever. I look right and see Casey Dens picking her nose for like the tenth time in the last five minutes. I turn left and see Kody Bennett wink at me and lick his lips. I look straight and watch the clock slowly tick down 5,4,3,2,1 RINGG. I jump up and throw everything into my book bag and scram. Sadly I wasn't soon enough because once my right roof touched the cement on the side walk that followed towards Century Highschool I feel my whole body lift off the ground and carried. I look up and notice that I'm behind the school. I look down and see Kody throw me into the hard pavement and my head slammed against the wall. Hit after hit taking turns. Jack Delination threw a kick at my stomach and Kody punch me right in the nose as my head flew back and hit the brick wall.

"KODY" I screamed.

Everything went black.

"HELP ME I CANT SEE" I could feel black leak down my face and footsteps run off.

"Hey you stop that" a voice called that I wasn't sure of since this was my first year here.

"Who is that please help me I can't see" I cried out.

"I just lost my vision please help me take me to the hospital.

"Here stand up"  the boy said as he picked me up bridal style.

"Here's my keys do you know how to drive"

"I'm a senior of course" let unlocked my car and put me in the passengers seat and wrapped the seat belt around me.

Finally we arrive and the unfamiliar boy yells to the nurses that I needed help asap.

"She can't see please help her she just lost her sigh, people were hitting her"

The nurses rushed me into what I'm guessing is a room I'm not sure because it's pitch black. After a few test results the doctors told me I'm fine all I have to do is rest. My dad came and the guy stayed there all night I think. It was about 6 am when I woke up. I could see perfectly again it was just a little fuzzy and blurry. I look around the room and see my dad sitting in the chair with one leg over the other reading the news paper. I look beside him and see a boy that I've seen around school a lot. Why's he here I thought to myself trying to remember last night. Oh my gosh he's the one that carried me to my car and drive me here. I couldn't believe one of the really popular guys in school is here. He stood up fast and walked over to the side of my hospital room bed.

"How ya feelin" he asked with sympathy.

"Better but I have a really bad headache" I say blushing.

"I'm Jonny by the way" he said with a giggle.

"I know who you are hi I'm tori"

Four weeks later

Me and Jonny were pretty serious by now. We talk a lot and this week were going on our first date. I was headed to his house because he has a surprise he wants to show me. I pull up into his drive way and shut my car door and lock it. As I walk towards the house i knock on the door.

"Jonny it's me" I say whole knocking.

Finally the door opened and Jonny grabs my hand and drags me into his house. He throws me against the wall and kisses me down my neck.

"Stop J get off" I scream.

"Stop resisting slut" he whispered in my ear.

He lets me go and pulls me by my hair upstairs. As he throws me on the bed and locked the door he starts to take his shirt off, then his pants.

"Get undressed now" he yelled.

"Jonny what are you doing please don't do this to me you drunk let's go please" I stand up to walk out.

"Get undressed I won't say it again" he screams again.

I sit down on the bed crying as I take off my red dress and heels. I slide out of my panties and bra as he slides off his Calvin's. He throws me on the bed and starts kissing me down my neck, stomach and eventually made his way to down there licking up and down.

"Get on the floor on your knees" he screamed.

I jump off the bed and do as he says. He walks over to his desk and pulls out a gun.

"JONNY STOP IT YOUR DRUNK PLEASE DONT DO THIS TO ME OR TO YOURSELF" I scream with tears rushing down my face.

"Suck it or were gonna have a problem"

"J no this ain't right"

"Suck my dick or I'll shoot your brains out and then mine do it now"

I'm only doing this because I don't want anything to happen to you I've already lost everything but you've got so much ahead of you. But once this is over don't come back to me I let you see who I really am once and it won't happen again.
...............................

I wake up the morning after in my bed tears gushing out of my eyes. It's been 2 days since the day he raped me and nothing has been the same. He tied me on the bed and raped me right there and then told me to leave. He's called me nonstop. Today was Monday and I was getting ready for school as I get I get into the shower and the warm water rinses my body I look down and realize something that I wanted to save and I wanted to keep for myself till I found the right guy was just taken away from me in an instant. I wash my hair and body and get out. I blow dry my hair and change into (picture above). I walk outside and get into my white Jeep Wrangler and head to school. I finally arrive to school a little late cause I had to stop at Starbucks. I run into the school and go to the office to get a note. I start to walk to class when I see Jonny making out with Allie Simmons. I quickly turn away when we make eye contact and I hear him call my name. I stop at the classroom door and slowly open it. Great health class ew.

"Ah Tori would you like to join us today, you too Jonny" Mrs. Levine says as I hand her my note.

"Class today we will be learning about sexual assault also could be referred to as rape" Mrs. Levine says and I look down at my hands as I tear escapes my eye.

"Sexual assault is when another human is forced to have contact with another human being but isn't wanting to do it, like many years ago at this school there was a young girl nam-"

"STOP" I screamed and look up tears flowing down my face as I picked up my book bag and ran out the door holding my keys and phone. I feel footsteps behind me and a voice say something that I couldn't really hear that much.  I jump into my old wrangler and drive, I don't know we're but I'm leaving. No I don't mean leaving town I mean leaving life. I speed down the road as my mph increases 70,79,86,95. Finally I see a tree and I decide I'm ready to let go as tears rush down my face I let go of the wheel and saying 7 simple words.

"I won't give up on us mama"

////////////////////////////////////////////

I promise in the by the third chapter Charlie will be in it I just wanted to make the first chapter about he life before fame.