in front of a microphone

Four

The Ellen show went by pretty good, Charlie's probably one of the nicest guys I've ever met. I'm not interested in him that way but I think we have a really strong friendship. Right now we're sitting in my house watching keeping up with the kardashians.

"You can stay here, you don't have a to stay in a hotel"
"I don't wanna do that cause then I'll eat everything"
"No worries I've already eaten everything"

He started to laugh a little and need I say it was the cutest laugh I've ever heard in my life. My phone started ring so I picked it up.

"Hello" I said clicking the speaker button for Charlie to hear to.

"Hi this is Jackson reed (made up name) from ****** recording company we would like you and Charlie to come in and talk to you both about something very important. It's about you two going on tour and yes I know that's a whole other step up from now but people love you guys after the Ellen show so we gotta see when and what and if you agree to go on tour"

"Yes sir Mr. Reed"

"See you soon"

"You too"

I hung up the phone and looked at Charlie.

"Oh my god Charlie we might go on a tour together" I said and jumped into his lap hopping up and down. Charlie held my waste and we both started laughing. I looked down and everything go awkward. He looked at me and I looked at him.

"Your cute" he said looking me in the eyes.

"Haha what" I asked.

"Umm nothing I didn't mean to say that" he said looking down embarrassed.

"Your cute too" I say looking up.

"I know lets go kiddo we gotta go and get info about he tour are you ready" he ask me while I crawled off of him.

"I'm so ready"

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3 weeks later
I've already created 4 songs and Charlie's working on his last one song. We were really rushed on it so me and Charlie have literally been working every night because we really needed this deal. We've gotten really close and he's the closest I've gotten to someone in a long long time. We start the tour tomorrow morning so everything I've been doing has been rushed I have not time. School has been cut off every tho it's my last year so I won't be able to graduate. Everything's been hard, Kody is still doing everything he can to talk to me but I'm done. No one really knows anything except that I was on Ellen with some random guy that was attractive and I'm sitting here like a piece of shit that's ugly. It been really hard because Charlie's back home in new jersey and I'm all the way if California but he's coming here tonight and sleeping at my house and then we're headed straight to Milan for our first place on tour. Today's Monday so we're leaving Tuesday at 8:45 and then getting there at like 5:45 so it's gonna be a long way. We've had so many shows and interviews and the first question everyone asks is "are you guys a thing" and I feel bad cause I was the first one to deny it and he seemed pretty hurt its just I'm not good at letting people in on my life because eventually they leave. I mean I like him but I don't think he likes me. I'm still shocked I saw his dick for crying out loud.

Here I was sitting in my room packing my bag when my phone got a text. I walk over to it and see its from Kody once again.

Im coming over we need to talk

Ah I literally have 6 bags right now packed full. I'm not sure how I'm gonna fit them in our tour bus but hopefully Charlie doesn't have a lot of bags. I go on my MacBook and FaceTime Charlie.