I don't like relationships. I mean I like the whole idea of dating someone and being intimate with only them. I just get random moments where I'm like oh I'll love to have a boyfriend or girlfriend (I'm bisexual) right now but then I actually try and just get skidish around anyone who is trying to pursue me. I think it has to do with my father telling me I'm not good enough for anyone and no one will love me.I always feel like I will disappoint the person I'm with. Afterwards when they are gone I realise that I have nothing to be worried about. It my body and if people can't handle my body they don't deserve it. You shouldn't expect everyone you get with to be a supermodel. We are a whole bunch of teenagers who don't have a set meal schedule or a set work out schedule. We can't live up to your expectations the first time we meet. Also who the FUCK decided you where the queen or king of everything and that everyone should look how you think is the hottest. I could look like a supermodel and you would get laid. Guess what? If I'm a little more on the chubby side and your not an absolute tool you could get laid again! Literally you will get the same thing from me than a supermodel. So fuck your rules and society and it's expectations rock your body. Who gives a shit on if you have stretch marks or a little jiggle. If I get you naked and you trust me the first thing is not "OMG they are so fat it's gross" no my first thought is where I'm putting my mouth first.
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Non-FictionJust my feelings and how I feel about myself. Cover credits to xXLoveandBrokenessXx. You guys should really check her out.
