Enticing ( au )

Fertilizer

[ Unknown POV ]

gosh. I've known .. well known of ginger for a while now. gosh she was gorgeous , the way she sighed in frustration at her siblings, when she walks she sways her hips unintentionally, when she's thinking she nibbles on her nail & stares at the ceiling as if no ones watching. but she knows I'm watching .. if I only I had the guts to let her know it's me. not that's she knows me. but yeah I am watching her I'm giving her that feeling, for some reason I think it's not normal to watch her. but, I can tell it actually comforts her, I honestly think I stay away cuz I don't want to hurt her. God the things I'd probably do to that girl, I couldn't even explain. it's been almost 4 years since that accident & ever since then I've been intrigued , how she handled it so well, she's so young but she provides for her siblings as if she's a grown woman.
I'm around her all the time. these few years I've been trying to figure out how I'll step into her life & win her heart. if she still has one, I just pray that I won't get obsessed.

I was pushed out of my thoughts by a phone notification, I sighed before reading the message. just another reminder that she's out of school tomorrow... yeah I know .. yes I watch her that much , I just want to protect her. Even tho she's definitely a strong female , I've seen her beat the hell out of a man bigger than me ... but she's still a female . a female in this cruel gruesome world , a world full of
people like me.

there's been times where she almost caught me , creeping. observing her beautiful habits. she was cooking , I sat in her room w/ the door cracked feeling her covers. sometimes walking around, running my hands down the row of clothes in her closet. Till something caught my attention , a box . a little brown box . sitting on a shelf inside the closet I reached for it wondering how I had never seen it before when I clumsily dropped it

" TYLER ? TIA . ARE YOU IN MY ROOM !? "
I heard her shout , & listened to her quick feet come up the steps. I quickly put the box back into its place & hid in the far end of her closet , not visible . I heard her walking around ,

" hmm ... that's odd " she said softly .
she walked to the closet & peeked in I took a sharp breath inwards , praying she wouldn't turned the light on

" alrighty then " ,
I heard her steps as she left the room

" thank god " I whispered. waiting a few moments until I came out & left. carefully

God , I remembered that day like nothing , it was 2 years ago . & since then I've been more careful than ever . that was so close . I didn't dread her seeing me though , I wouldn't have to hide in the shadows anymore . I just feared her welcoming me into her life .. & loving me the way I craved , I just wanted to feel her touch. sometimes when she drinks & falls asleep I go & look at her , watch her chest rise & fall , but God I hated when she had nightmares . but when she does it brings me joy to know that I can help , I simply bring a lingering finger to smoothly caress her face & she would calm down ...

Man I love this girl .