Dead Silence (Sequel To Fools Gold)

four

3 months later
Savannah let out a shaky, breath quivering sob, as she tied the rope to the ceiling fan, now was the perfect time to do it.

Xavier was at my is Garcias for the night, her parents were asleep down the hall, and it was late.
Theyd never even know she killed herself.

She tugged on the rope, it seemed sturdy enough to hold her body.

She smiled with tears spilling down her cheeks, she was about to get her wish, to escape this cruel world.

She got off the computer chair quietly.
She than rumaged through the bedside tables drawer for a pen and paper.

She found them and began writing, tears pitter pattered the paper as she wrote.

Dear Dad, and Daddy and Xavier,
Im so sorry, I couldn't take anything anymore.
I feel so empty and like I don't belong on this earth anymore.
Im worthless, Ugly, Stupid, Unwanted,...I could go on forever.
I just dont know what happened to me.
I don't know where I went wrong.
I just can't take anything anymore, im sorry.
Hate me if you want, I understand, I just need to die.
Stay mad at me if you want, I don't mind, I desreve it.
I love you Dad, I remember when you would push me on the swings as a kid, I always wanted you because you had huge muscles and I went so high I thought I was flying. I remember you staying with me whie I was sick, singing me to sleep, I remember you used to squish me with your hugs because you were so strong.
I love you Dad, I always will.
Daddy, I remember, you reading me stories since I was born.
You loved books and so did I.
You used to make me smile and laugh so hard id cry, I remember you told me a joke that made me pee myself so hard and I ruined your couch, sorry by the way...
I remember you telling me facts about random things to help me out with homework even though I just needed a question or two answered. I remember you used to take me on picnics and we would watch the clouds go by and you would name off every single cloud.
I remember when I was younger, when I was sick on my birthday, the next day you threw me a huge birthday party with the whole Team there, we had cake, balloons, animals, bouncy tents, just everything I could imagine. You and Dad did everything for me.
Thank you.
I love you so much Daddy.
And finally, Xavier,
I remember when you were a baby, Dad would tell me how excited I was when you were born.
You were an adorable little baby.
When you were sick I would worry to death and want to help until you were better and eventually when you did, we would play together.
I remember when I was 7 and you were still little there was a huge thunderstorm and we ran to Daddy and dads room and hid under the covers with them, and whaen the power went out, we cuddled them to fall asleep.
We were bestfriends.
When I got to highschool...it changed.
Im so sorry for yelling at you and calling you names.
I love you so much Xavier please know that I do.
You are a smart kid, and you will get somewhere someday, and meet the love of your life, and eventually marry him or her and have kids,of your own.
Please Xavier never turn out like me.
You have a huge future ahead of you.
I love you so much.
I love you all, and im sorry.

Xoxo Savannah

The paper was nearly drenched from Savannahs tears.
She placed down the pen and walked to the chair.

She stood on it with shaky legs and tied the rope around her neck, feeling as if she'd puke.

She smiled now, as memories of dreadful times flashed through her head.

The good ones came next, so fast she hardly saw them.
As she was about to let go, there was banging from outside the door.

"Savannah are you okay? I felt something was wrong?" It was Derek.

She smiled and leaped forward, dangling in mid air.
She chocked and gagged as darkness swallowed light and soon everything was gone.

The door flew open and Derek fell to his knees.
"SAVANNAH NO!" He screams.

But it was too late, his daughter was gone.