the girl through the window X k.l

three ✺

I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock, it read 7:58. Just in time for me to see her.

Over the past few days, I've noticed I usually see her at almost the same time everyday. I wake up just before eight o'clock and look through the window just before eight pm.

I don't know what it is about her. She's not really my type. I don't even know her.

I waited for her, its 8:30 and I haven't see her at all. I'm beginning to worry, all these thoughts are running around in my head. What if she moved out? Or she really was scared yesterday and something bad happened. What if she's gone, and not only did I not get to say goodbye, I didn't even get to say hello.

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I thought about her all day, why would she just disappear when she's been here for less than a week. Different situations kept running through my head. I was scared that something has happened to her.

I tried to clear my head, I needed to get away. I'm just being stupid, she's probably just out.

I decided to go where I always go when I need to clear my head. When I have things i need to get out of my mind just so i can think straight for a minute.

I come here a lot. I came here when my dad left. I was never really that close to him but he was sill my dad and for some reason the guy i looked up to. He and mum would fight everyday and every night. I was so sick of it, all the battles, all the wars. I was stuck in the middle of it all. I'd lock myself in my room and blast my music. I tried to block it all out until one day I just walked around until I found a place to sit and think. From then on, thats where I go when I need to get away.

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This girl . I don't know who she is, I don't know anything about her. I don't know why I feel this way. But I do know that I'm going to talk to her and find out who she really is.

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The chapters are getting longer I swear. Thanks to anyone who actually reads this, it's going to get better I promise.

xo