i can't do this

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It's been three months since I've stopped talking to Luke. I have no idea what I'm doing. Every time I see pictures of Luke, I can't help but think that I'm not good enough for him. John made sure that he instilled that thought in my mind.

@Luke5SOS: I have died everyday waiting for you, darling don't be afraid I have loved you

@Luke5SOS: Cause I can't help falling in love with you

@Luke5SOS: She's a butcher with a smile, cut me farther than I've ever been

@Luke5SOS: what a coincidence that I've fallen in love with you

I can't believe what he's done. He's opened his arms for me and I've shut him down so many times. Even people on Twitter are shaming me.
Well, not directly.

@5SOSfan: @Luke5SOS who is the lucky girl that was stupid enough to hurt you

@LukeythePenguin: @Luke5SOS bae, it's okay, I still love you

@LukeHemmingsismybabe: @Luke5SOS she will pay for whatever she did to you, but I love you and I'm single

They're so much more. The sad part is they're right. I love Luke. I do, I really do. He loves me for me, and I love him too.

@DreyLA: @Luke5SOS wise men say only fools rush in, but I can't help falling in love with you

@DreyLA: @Luke5SOS Hello from the other side, I should have called a thousand times to tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart

He's not responding to the tweets. What do I do?

Drey: Lukey, pls I love you
Drey: answer me
Drey: I'm sorry
Drey: pls
Pukey Lukey: this is Michael, you have twenty seconds to explain
Drey: umm, I was scared okay
Drey: my last relationship ended with me in a hospital for a couple days
Drey: I just didn't think he could love me
Pukey Lukey: you're crazy, he couldn't love you more, but you hurt him
Drey: I know, and I'm so sorry. Pls tell him how much I love him

Michael's Pov

"Hey, Luke?"

"Yeah, Mikey. What's up?"

"Luke, remember Drey?"

"How could I forget?"

"She really wants to talk to you."

"Tell her not now."

"Lukey, I know she hurt you, but she's sorry, and she says that she loves you."

"Fine, give me the damn phone."

Back to Drey's Pov

Drey: Luke?
Pukey Lukey: what do you want, Andrea
Drey: omg, I thought I lost you
Pukey Lukey: who says you still have me
Drey: I don't know what I can say to make this better
Pukey Lukey: you can't
Drey: all I know, is that I love you so fucking much
Drey: Luke, pls I'm so sorry
Pukey Lukey: how could you do this to me
Drey: it sounds so stupid, but I thought I wasn't good enough for you
Drey: I thought that I'd just disappoint you
Pukey Lukey: well you did
Drey: Luke.....
Pukey Lukey: I put my heart out for you, and you fucking ripped it in half
Drey: Luke, I'm so sorry
Pukey Lukey: Drey, save the dramatics
Pukey Lukey: you hurt me so much
Pukey Lukey: I trusted you, I gave my number to a fan and hoped that she'd loved me just as much as I loved her
Drey: loved? What about now
Pukey Lukey: I don't know, Drey. I don't know
Drey: I'm so sorry

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Okay, so I don't know how I feel about this. I don't know if this is moving too fast or too slow, but I don't like having to write "filler" chapters. Tell me what you think so far.

I have to think of a ship name for Drey and Luke. It could be #Duke or #Ley. I could use Drea and make #Druke or #Lea. I think #Duke is the best. Comment what you like.

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