How do I start?.....
Today and yesterday have been some eventful days in my life.
Yesterday about 13:40pm before I ate my lunch I recieved a phone call a very peculiar one. My friend hesistated to speak on the phone as she told me to loggin to facebook and to call her back when I saw it. So I did as she told me. As I rushed to the tv room where my laptop was I kept on thinking about my bestfriend Daniela I was sure it had something to do with that and I was mentally praying to God for her no to be dead. I was praying very very very hard. I got in and the first thing I saw was a photo of her. The person who had always been there for me, my bitch, my bestfriend. I started crying as I read that she was dead and the ceremony was going to be at 9pm. I ranned to my room and started crying. All this feelings were consuming me and I just couldnt really realize that she was gone. It was a long battle. Finally the day had to come.
I didn't understand why God choosed her, a beautiful young kid to suffer all this when she hadn't lived as much as she should of, but now after this year I can somehow understand how perfect Gods plan was on not only her life but the ones who surrended her and were affected by her. My feet were not on the ground before I met her and after this few years I'm already walking on ground, I have landed to a reality. No more unrealistic fantasies or faking. Im down on the ground and Ive just learned so much. This friendship with her has been such a marvelous experience that has made me a better person. Im thankful to God for crossing her on my road. It wont be easy to get use to her not being here, but Im sure she is just sleeping and I'll see her someday.
YEAH MY BESTFRIEND DIED, but Im not going to live my life missing her. Im just going to wait for the day when we will see again.
Lots of love.
And Dani I love you so much my dear I hope God is taking good care of you and you are enjoying what you deserve warrior. I'll see you someday ok? Wait for me. Bye.
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100 Random Facts About Me
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