Rylan (BXB)

Chapter 4

Dyllan POV

Two days later

'Oh yea back up off me.

Oh yea back up off me.'

I looked over at my phone and slide the alarm away silencing my room. I rubbed over going back to sleep, but before I could my sister came into my room yelling about making her food. "Go ask mom Neveah!" I yelled pulling the cover over my head. I felt my bed dip then something heavy landed on me. I pushed the cover off my head glaring at Neveah sitting on me glaring back, "Mom is not here she said you have to watch me today." I groaned sitting up making her fall off me. "Where did she go? She don't work today." Neveah shrugged getting off the bed, "I don't know but she said that aunt is coming to get me soon so can you make me something to eat please?" I sighed getting up walking into the kitchen. "What do you want to eat?" I asked Neveah when she sat at the table. "I want eggs, bacon, and pancakes!" she yelled making me chuckle. I nodded going to the refrigerator grabbing out the stuff that I will need. sitting the food on the counter I walk over to the cabinet to get the pans. I started cooking while Neveah watched cartoons.

As i was plating the food the doorbell rang "Neveah come eat" I said going to the door, I pushed the button on the machine ' Hello' I said then let it go to hear them talk back. 'Hey shortstack, here to get yo sister' I smiled buzzing my aunt into the house and unlocked the door for her. I walked back to the table sitting down starting to eat. As my aunt walks in Neveah gets up to hug her "Hey girlie, go get your stuff ready to go" she said let Neveah out of the hug in which she ran off to the room to get ready. "Hey Dyllan, how it going?" I just shrugged stuffing my eggs into my mouth. I hear her sigh "She said that she will be gone for a month this time." I stopped eating just looking at my food. Neveah came back into the dining room "I'm ready aunty." she said smiling. I opened my arm waiting for my little sister to hug me, she ran up to me jumping in my lap wrapping her arms around my neck hugging me tightly.

I hugged her back just as tight, after a few seconds I let her go smiling at her as best I can. She walked over to the door to put her shoes on as she did that my aunt come over to me whispering into my ear "Everything well be okay, It's not your fault" I looked down she always know how I was feeling. I looked up smiling as best I can, I walked her to the door "Bye Eveah Bye Aunt" Neveah waved as she ran up the staris out the apartment door, my aunt looking at me one last time before waving bye. I closed the door turning around I walk to the living room, then I couldn't hold it in no more I just let it out. I kicked the coffee table making everything fall off it. I ran to my room throwing things everywhere, I throw my bed cross the room. See the box I keep there I grabbed it sitting in the corner. Opening it I pull out the razor bladed, I feel hot tears coming down my face "She left because you're a ungrateful dick" I say sliding the blade across my arm making me flinch as the pain started. I keep cutting into my right arm making each cut deeper than the last. I stop my punishment after it started to get hard for me to see, feeling dizzy I got up walking to the bathroom. I look down at my right arm feeling more dizzy I knew that the cuts were all too deep. I wobble back to my room over to my phone which is on the floor, I laid down next to it waiting a little before picking it up. I called the only person that voice I wanted to hear before it all ended. I pushed the name and the phone started ringing, I started to feel even more light headed and fading in and out of consciousness. The phone was finally answered "HAHAHA Hey Dyllan" I heard Ryan say making me smile a sad smile. I felt tears falling again "Ryan.... I'm sorry" I felt me losing consciousness as I heard Ryan yelling into the phone as the last of the lights went out.

Hey my zombies sorry for the wait and that is was so short just wanted to update something for you. Oh and now that I have my very own laptop you can say I don't have a excuses for missing a update only if its for school or something very important. Anyways that's all and remember the war maybe hard but you are stronger than them.