Self Destruction

I'm on my ass again.

(( Only short..))

"Sammy!" I squealed, leaping onto him. He grinned and looped his arms under my thighs to help hold me up. I nuzzled my face into his neck and sighed. "I missed you so much!" I whined. He chuckled and carefully set me down and kissed my head. "I missed you too, Bumble Bee!" He teased. I pouted and punched him lightly. "Where to shortass?" I inquired, looking up at him. He may be short but I'm shorter. He glared and linked arms with me. "To get food and drinks!" He chirped. I fist pumped making him laugh.

"And then, Colina, she fucking tripped and snapped her shoe heel in front of him." I laughed. "He never called her back!" I added. He laughed, shaking his head. "Anyway, how's touring and shiz?" I asked. He shrugged. "Everything I imagined. Hot chicks begging for attention." He began with a wink. I rolled my eyes and put my face in my hands and stared at him. "What else.. We get piss drunk every night and get to travel so much!" He grinned. I pouted. "You cheat on me?" I whined. He rolled his eyes and pushed my arm making my face fall. "Ah shit!" I yelped. He laughed at me while I glared.

"Ha! I told you!" A heavy accented voice cheered. Sam's face paled. "Fuck, shit." He cursed. I raised an eyebrow and watched the figures come closer. Oh fuck me. "I told you Shitbox!" Ben said smugly. I put my face in my hands and kicked Sam's leg softly. He must got the jist because when I looked up he was outside looking red in the face, in anger that is. Ben looked back at me and frowned and then realisation slapped him across the face. Sam stormed back in and sat across from me again and sighed. "I can't ever get any privacy." He scoffed. I gave him a smile and grabbed his hand and rubbed it with my thumb. "Sammy, I'm sure you get privacy, I mean... I don't think they watch you shit." I said, attempting to comfort him. He gave me an odd look before pulling away. "Hey, don't look at me like that!" I whined. He laughed and grabbed his beer off the table and took a mouthful. "Let's go for a walk." He said, clapping his hands.

"This is my favourite tree!" I grinned running over. Sam laughed and followed me. "Why?" He asked. "It looks like a normal tree..." He added. I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms. "I can't climb trees but then I found this one and for the first time ever I could! I mean, look how easy it is!" I chirped. He eyed up the tree and nodded in understanding. The tree has branches that help me heave myself around. "You're so weird." He chuckled. I flipped him off and hooked a leg over a low branch and swung myself up. "Whatever whorebag." I huffed.

"Bye Sammy, I'll miss you!" I sighed, a small pout on my lips. He frowned and pulled me into his chest. "Oh Bumble Bee..." He mumbled, stroking my hair. "Everything will be okay." He cooed. I nuzzled into him and shook my head. "You promise?" I asked, looking up. He smiled sweetly and nodded. "I promise." He confirmed. I gripped onto him tightly and breathed in my best friends scent one last time. "See ya later Shortass." I giggled, pulling away. He ruffled my hair and kissed my forehead. "Bye Bumble Bee." He grinned, climbing into the bus. I watched the bus slowly start rolling down the road until it built up speed and then disappeared. I dropped to the sidewalk and ran my hand through my hair. I should've told him... God I'm such an idiot.